How come having your name changed to Sven the warthog bothers you?
Yes, hollow boasts and false bravado. That is exactly what you have always spewed, here... And it is why you continue to be a laughingstock. I'd say Damaged is dead on.
And to boast about what you do is pathetic. It has robbed you of the prime years of your life. Now, all you are left with are your phone sex recordings, and filthy, hate filled writing, in which you revel in such things as abject torture and murder- always alluding that you might have done those things "for real"- as though that would be something to be proud of. You are so delusional that you attempt to use this ridiculous self perception to bully and intimidate others... But you always fall flat, because nobody in their right mind would take you seriously. XD
Instead of just compartmentalizing and sublimating your base urges into more appropriate channels, you've allowed your guts to spill out all over the floor, for others to slip on, and crash- such as your daughter. Weak.
Instead of the respect of your peers and family, you have them whispering behind your back about what a delusional freak you are. Nobody fears or respects you- they mock and pity you. And you brought it upon yourself. Pathetic.