You're smart, you'll figure out the shit you need to someday.
I went through a time in my life in my teens that was sort of similar, but I wouldn't even wish that on my worst enemy.
Granted mine was a bit more angsty.
"i am homeschooled now"
Did you start that way, or did it come later? My example is mostly of people who began homeschooling pre-puberty.
although she may stop replying to them, she would still read them. i think she is rude to you because you allow her to be and you make her feel as though her opinions mean anything other than the confused, arrogant views of an inexperienced young woman, e.g. "she already doesn't like me"
but do as you please..