is your day starting now?
do you ever top from the bottom?
No, I am part way through my day.
I have trouble topping from the bottom, it feels foreign and makes me aggressive.
One silly girl thought tying my hand to her bed head would be novel while I was sleeping.
I woke up and tore her bed and room to pieces, then I made her pay with nasty nasty skin time.
My temper doesnt fizz and then explode like some, it just gets stronger and stronger until CLICK, it flips over into psycho payback mode which can hold a grudge in my subconcious for a long long time.
Not ideal at times but my control is pretty decent and it is , what it is ;-)
Silly girl realised, I think, that she may have bitten off more than she was capable of chewing.
She politely but quickly excused herself from my life. Which was fine, never good to have such a onesided relationship/tryst , when it cant be returned in kind.
No, its not a frequent occurrence, I "vett" people better these days.
Grudges? ....Not easy to answer definitively, as different things affect on different days.
Usually though, if someone deliberately messes with me, my stuff or what I percieve as "mine" , I get retaliatory.
If they persist, it gets nasty. I often warn, but if Im feeling particularly sadistic , I dont , and just nail them unexpectedly and brutally. I try not to let that occur too often though as it its a hard habit to shake, and can be hugely counter-productive.
There are still grudges I hold from 20 odd years ago that I would happily continue if that person should happen across my path again, though if they withdraw and leave the town/district, I usually wont pursue unless I have something substantial to gain.
And to coin a phrase , "Some people are only alive because its against the law to kill them". Doesnt mean they cant be fucked with though ;-)
i initially read that as "she politely but quickly excused herself from my knife"...and this silly 'girl' - how old was she?
i don't bother warning most of the time..they hardly ever listen. i find myself getting carried away too often though, especially if my 'opponent' is having trouble letting up.
by thesugargirlthere was also the butch lesbian who took your iced tea (i completely sympathised with you here) and the stupid bitch who fucked some stuff up in accounting. i just hope you're not big for no reason..do you often challenge men?
The lesbian was openly trying to start something. The accounting idiot must have commited a felony, if not more than one, doing what she did and work terrible for everyone. If she had been a man I would've dragged him in to the server room, where noone could hear his screams, and stabbed him over and over until there was nothing left but a mushy puddle of blood. That I called threee women stupid is just a coincidence.