Oh yeah? For which part?
Ok. Let me just clear something up right now. I have never posted under any pseudonym other than Alterego. While I cannot fathom spending all that time researching people without a search function, I applaud your efforts to systematize a means through which to out the socks. That is not my game here, but I have an investigative nature, so I understand how this might be intriguing- and certainly entertaining- particularly should you ever actually uncover the identity of one.
I come here to take off any masks I might be wearing, not to put on another slew of them. I have enough trouble “faking†certain emotions as it is. I like the fact that I can be open about every part of myself here. That is why I maintain a policy of transparency.
My game is to intimidate drunken little ditzes like Chana, who can only bring themselves to come here intoxicated, so as to indulge their darkest, most twisted desires- even if only in fantasy. I know how that sounds- and I am
putting it very politely. Yet she likes being manipulated and toyed with in this manner, or she wouldn’t keep coming back for more.
There is something cathartic about having someone see right through your
weaknesses, and the lies you tell yourself. That is why this place simultaneously repulses and entices women like Chana, who feel chronically dissatisfied, because they’re never getting the right itches scratched. It is also why it attracts people like us, whose sadism is better spent playing that role here, than wreaking actual havoc in the lives of others.
I am not Chana. If there really is a drunken little ditz out there who only comes around here when she wants to get figuratively thrashed, then it is my pleasure to indulge her- and I look forward to our next round. And if I'm sparring with a puppet, the entertainment value therein remains.
I hope that answers your question.
I didn't go sailing yet, but I am getting ready to go on vacation. I leave early Saturday morning. That is really all I care to share about it here.
To be honest, the first time you asked me about the sadomasochistic character of my relationship, many moons ago, I thought that something like this was due to happen to you. I know exactly what you mean when you say you cannot enjoy sex unless it is a game, or a conquest (preferably resulting in a physical orgy of sensation in which pain and pleasure get all wrapped up together in one hot mess, heh.) That is why I say I cannot get off on vanilla sex, which does absolutely nothing for me. I'd rather not bother.
I also thought that some of your fascination with gore and death might be well sublimated in the bedroom.
Intellectual sparring of a visceral, combative nature is stimulating, but let me assure you: when you find a trustworthy partner, and you translate that into a carnal dynamic in which sex becomes a means through which to wield or yield power, and sublimate aggression, the results are mind-blowing, if you're into that kind of thing.
Hahahaha, you were investigating me as chana? Thats hilarious, she tried to whore after me once but I told her she bored me. Then she called me the most boring person on this forum. You're investigations there are almost as funny as you investigating me being space.
by WhiteWolfAs a side note: The moment God became active Jhawk got inactive. There wasn't much change in Tom's activities, though.
We all know that Jay became god and that tom got the jhawk account. What isn't known is whether or not Tom and jay were the same all along.
Also you know that Tom has said that you're his puppet right?