Ok, so here it goes.
Recently, I've looked at myself and noticed a few things.
My emotions are not absent, but they are definitely dull.
when I do bad things, even really bad things, I know I should feel bad but I don't. at all.
i really have a problem with thinking I am better than people and when most people are talking to me, I'm smiling on the outside but really I just want them to shut up.
i have no problem with using people for my personal gain either, depending on who it is. It is indeed hard for me to put myself in someone's shoes as well.
i will lie and other things along that line as long as serves a purpose.
i feel that most of my emotions are an "appropriate response" that i made rather than something actually felt. I never get very mad, I'm never really that happy either. I do have a very strong drive to succeed Though.
I'm done talkin about myself.