first K infusion went well, have irl bf, don't feel like self-harming

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on 12/15/2019

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or torturing myself anymore, bye forever

I just dont see a reason to come here anymore. the cycle of wanting to hurt others/hurt myself is fading because of my bf but the ketamine is helping too I can tell. I was thinking about my thought processes and why I want to hurt myself and others and how much it doesnt make sense during the infusion

and I still feel the same now. it just doesnt make sense to me anymore. bye forever, seriously

like seriously. bye

last edit on 12/15/2019 6:19:28 PM

by ☪🐜😈Bossroach😈🐜☪

on 12/15/2019

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see you tomorrow

by Turncoat

on 12/15/2019

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Does this bf have a name?

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by aubrieta

on 12/15/2019

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yes, its my therapist and im not saying his name

by Turncoat

on 12/15/2019

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aubrieta said:
yes, its my therapist and im not saying his name

That's pretty unprofessional of your therapist...

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔

by ☪🐜😈Bossroach😈🐜☪

on 12/15/2019

Posts: 312

Turncoat said:
aubrieta said:
yes, its my therapist and im not saying his name
That's pretty unprofessional of your therapist...

aw, she thinks hes her boyfriend, so cute

by aubrieta

on 12/15/2019

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*rolls eyes* you skeptics. You still probably don't believe Sam is in love with me but he is too

by aubrieta

on 12/15/2019

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Ye of little faith shalt never knowest the real truth

by Turncoat

on 12/15/2019

Posts: 33587

aubrieta said:
*rolls eyes* you skeptics. You still probably don't believe Sam is in love with me but he is too

aubrieta said:
Ye of little faith shalt never knowest the real truth

If your therapist is now your boyfriend, he's in serious risk of malpractice. They could take away his license to practice Psych if he goes through with this.

It's less about the truth, and more about how much this budding love if it were true would be no good for him. You'd be asking him to pick between his work that he trained eight years for... or someone he's essentially just met.

For his own good, it'd probably be for the best that you don't go out with him.

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first K infusion went well, have irl bf, don't feel like self-harming