In the beginning, I only acknowledged her as an annoying NPD chick who I avoided or trolled at times because she created a visceral hate reaction out of me (possible due to similarities to my Nmother) and didnt pay attention to her despite word from peeople that she keeps asking about me and obsessing over me basically.
Now Im off discord alot this period (travelling and working on my projects) so I miss out on alot of her narc and suicidal rants which leads me to miss large components of her personality for my final picture of her.
Fast forward to the end of April and I notice her begging for c4 to talk to her crying on Discord about being abandoned and feeling worthless. She seems quite broken and in need of love? (prey signals) and I see this as my opportunity to ask her for nudes (lmao). Works. She goes on the mirror and takes a few tit pics for me. I compliment her perky tits and I dont think of her much until the day she arrives here.
On the day she arrives she tells something about us just being friends and not having sex on Discord which I take this as a sign of friendzoning. I message her that we are not meeting just as friends, that I am not interested in being friendzoned.
This leaves me wondering if shes interested in me at all but whatever, pussy is pussy. She arrives at the front door of this cheap motel. I see a black woman with an ugly face but wide sexy hips and slim waist so im thinking this is doable.
I help her carry her bag inside and she is hugging mee and making this afafafaf sound acting all horny and turned on. We grope each other for a bit but she tells me we need condoms for sex.
We lay on the bed naked and I keep trying to get myself inside her forcibly. Shes giggling and wrestling me, I manage to push it in her ass about half an inch while she yells of pain then giggles.
This lets me know that shes into being overpowered and taken, reenacting rape basically.
I try some other more sadistic stuff like hurting her clit and beating her pussy and slapping her around and she seems to be into it getting more and more wet. I might have punched her at one point, im not sure. All I remember is her crying briefly.
The first thing I notice about her is her bitchy attitude even though she just got dumped and everything. It seemed like she was really desperate to feel superior to men again even tho she was getting curved left and right. The N ego is like a phoenix.
The second thing I notice is, despite her being a sex addict and easier than butter she is very insecure about being a "whore" and purity. She seems to want to be christian and virginal but cant keep her legs shut or stay away from it but also feels bad about it.
She is very sensitive to being called a whore and being judged as a slut. Its clear that while she cant help acting like one she also hates it and hates who she considers sluts.
I try to open her up by giving her justifications like "you only slept with x guys" "you only slept with those guys because you were looking for a husband and someone to love u i understand" hoping this will get her to loosen up so i can treat her how i want sexually. I could tell already she was going to be a pain in the ass though.
Takeaways: Do not treat them like they are too good to do what you want them to do, they will believe it (i.e call her a worthless whore and she might act kinky, treat her like an innocent good girl she will deny you the kinky stuff acting all pure), do not take a womans words and behavior seriously
To be continued.
