i am losing my mind, fall into insanity, the spiders crawl in my skin but i have friends in me, a bear from dreams long ago, the day my life fell apart, talking to him we have tea, i have some friends in me

i met you i met you long ago, the whimsical ghosts i wont let go, where crystals and shells lie underneath the brooks flow, and the flowers and fruits ripen so sweet and grow

deep in my mind, im filled with gain, blurred memories, numb out my pain, whimsy and joy, under the sun, imagination gardens always filled with fun!

Jose can it be, here your not in pain, so lets laugh for great joy they didn't ruin your brain, and just laugh with me at the fancy and folly, in my mind i escape and pretend like im jolly!

spiders sting under my skin like poisonous needles they force me to sin, i scream i was tricked to commit abominations and the laughter in my ears gives my dream irritation 

i had a dream of a safe place as a child, where i was loved and ran shoeless and wild, they hugged me so tight but it was only a dream, and it was then i awoke with broken hearted screams  

magical fish, fly in the sky, singing their songs, with liquid dragon flys, and they smell of colors, and soft as music so real, and when i reach down i never know what i feel

my friend fran bow visits me all the time, she tells me of her flying newt and speaks to me in rhymes, and i don't care if im losing my mind, id rather be happy and just live in a lie.