Sociopath Community

aubrieta said: 

you plebs have nothing to offer me its boring here now

We offer you a transference outlet. 

Ya but i dont really need that

why should i chat with a bunch of losers when im going thru a vulnerable phase in my life when i could talk to people who are nice to me instead

i dont need scs toxic negativity rn

I need nurturing and supportiveness during this phase in my life not a shithole full of losers

pretty color 

the pink too

very lovely

aubrieta said: 

you plebs have nothing to offer me its boring here now

 "Nobody here likes me and I am bored with TC being the only person who doesnt interact with me negatively"

Nah it's more that I've rejected everyone so thoroughly over and over that there's nothing left to say Lmfao

aubrieta said: 

Ya but i dont really need that

why should i chat with a bunch of losers when im going thru a vulnerable phase in my life when i could talk to people who are nice to me instead

i dont need scs toxic negativity rn

I need nurturing and supportiveness during this phase in my life not a shithole full of losers

I think how easy this place is for you to devalue is what keeps you here. 

Ya well with the help of both Sam and my mom i have become a better person and more realistic about my mental illness and what its doing to me

when i come back here the only thing worth doing is devalue, none of you are truly good for me and maybe I joined sc originally because it was easy or satisfying to devalue but I'm becoming a better person every day and this time I dont need religion or delusions

so this will be either my last post or very close to last post, i just dont respect any of you at all and find none of your perspectives on life of value to me especially not anymore. what was once novelty is now dull and boring as ive moved on and none of you seem to want to change to become better more positive people, instead you want to sulk in your negative thought patterns

how could you think that would keep my interest anymore? i get more and more disgusted by the groupthink of sc each day and i dont see myself returning 

You promised the world and I fell for it
I put you first and you adored it
Set fires to my forest
And you let it burn
Sang off-key in my chorus
'Cause it wasn't yours
I saw the signs and I ignored it
Rose-colored glasses all distorted
Set fire to my purpose
And I let it burn
You got off on the hurtin'
When it wasn't yours, yeah

We'd always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dance, it was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me, yeah

To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me

I gave my all and they all know it
Then you tore me down and now it's showing
In two months, you replaced us
Like it was easy
Made me think I deserved it
In the thick of healing, yeah

We'd always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dance, it was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me, yeah

To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me

You promised the world and I fell for it
I put you first and you adored it
Set fires to my forest
And you let it burn
Sang off-key in my chorus

To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to hate you to love me, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
I needed to lose you to love me
To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah

And now the chapter is closed and done
To love, love, yeah
To love, love, yeah
To love, yeah
And now it's goodbye, it's goodbye for us

only some of the lyrics are relevant but the point is in order to truly love myself sc and its disgusting groupthink needs to be far out of my life and I intend for it to be so very soon permanently and forever

not because of suicide, because I'm simply going to abandon sc and keep myself surrounded by the people who truly love me instead