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From a scale one to ten, how much would you rate yourself in terms of.

1)Intellect.

2)Looks.

3)Depravity.

4)Humor.

5)Knowledge.

6)Wisdom.

7)Empathy.

8)Pedophilia tendencies.

Why do you like sociopath community?

Aizen said: 

From a scale one to ten, how much would you rate yourself in terms of.

1)Intellect.

10, this is definitely my strongest suit. I have been able to get myself out of poverty and loneliness using this since theres no looks or confidence to pull chicks with. I am great at coming up with plans and solutions to obstacles on the spot as well as making connections between things. I learn very fast and am also creative, which shows in my scam ideas.

I have been having some memory problems recently though so this might downgrade to 9 soon.

2)Looks.

A 4 at best. Huge nose, fucked up teeth, receding hairline, fat, and I wouldnt go on more because its starting to hurt to think. The height and dick saves me.

3)Depravity.

Definitely a fall from say 2013, I would go around 6. I used to have absolutely no limits on hurting people for fun and would prey on lonely autistic people to push em into suicide or self harm for my own amusement. I used to set animals on fire as a kid. Nowadays I hurt and exploit people but I draw the line on kids and animals. I have also been getting softer and more empathetic with each year.

4)Humor.

8, I used to have crowds dying at dinners and in school. My wit combined with my imagination gets people hard. This is one of the things that help me with women besides the ability to lie and charm.

5)Knowledge.

An ashamed 7 since even though I am a sage in computer science and languages I wasnt able to pursue school properly (divorced parents withhholding papers in an attempt to bring me back to them, I had to drop out of 10th grade). I am good with history, computer science, chemistry, languages, and vast cultural knowledge around America and East Asia but I can barely do algebra II and alot of shit people learn in schools and also alot of life knowledge missing.

I have enough social skills to con or manipulate people but I still lack alot of basic shit like manners or life skills like making a bed properly or ironing etc. I was left ignorant by infantilizing parents who wanted to feel needed so they taught me as little as they could.

6)Wisdom.

A 9. My wisdom becomes affected by my desperate idealization and other mental processes that fuck with my ability to use past knowledge sometimes. But I have been thru some difficult situations and I have seen how ugly and evil people can truly be. I have seen children sold to western pedophiles by their parents in Romania. I had to survive homelessness for a brief period as a teenager and count on myself in alot of situations.

7)Empathy.

A 5. If you fit a certain type I will have lots of compassion and do alot for you. My empathy shuts down for women because I simply dont see them as safe and "good", which makes me capable of doing alot of things to them. Literally scared into ASPD. When I scam or hurt people I dissociate from my feelings, dehumanize em so I can proceed. Otherwise I will feel great guilt. I have had breakdowns over hurting people during less empathic moments. Its not hard for me to do what I want to you if Im not attached to you, I can rape and take all your money and kill you easily if we met, but it gets harder if we connect on an emotional level and I see you as more "human".

8)Pedophilia tendencies.

I would say 8, which is my fav number.

holmes said: 

Why do you like sociopath community?

 We're all alone, together.

AWW MY BOY, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL

natasha87 said: 

AWW MY BOY, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL

 thanks mommy ur the reason im into incest <3

Unlike your demeanor in chatrooms and in discord servers, here you show actual elaboration, specified answers, and a thought process, on top of that high levels of self awereness and objective evaluation of your own abilities and position.

Despite that in general banters you appear toxic and entitled or plainly narcissistic.

But right now you show a totally different side that's more similar of a psychiatrist rather than a toxic troll.

Have you ever thought of changing your personality slowly to that of someone more elegant and composed, rather than someone toxic and hedonistic?

If yes-How? If yes-Why not?

If no-Why?

Do you think that under different circumstances, you could be a person who respects and appreciates others, not in the victimhood sense, but in the principles-sense?

Do you think that the female gender was only meant to be controlled and dominated, but never loved and appreciated?

You answered above that we are all alone together, which shows that you understand that we are all very lonely, does lonely pains you? If you were to make the choice between an absolute fulfilment of your loneliness and void, or absolute power and control in terms of completing your desires, what would you chose?

Do you believe in trust and hope? Even as lost virtues?

Do you admire or respect people who are the polar opposite of you, do you think that you are capable of change?

Aizen said: 

Unlike your demeanor in chatrooms and in discord servers, here you show actual elaboration, specified answers, and a thought process, on top of that high levels of self awereness and objective evaluation of your own abilities and position.

Despite that in general banters you appear toxic and entitled or plainly narcissistic.

But right now you show a totally different side that's more similar of a psychiatrist rather than a toxic troll.

Have you ever thought of changing your personality slowly to that of someone more elegant and composed, rather than someone toxic and hedonistic?

Nope, I am only motivated by reactions and am not driven by a desire to gain approval and build an image like some others are. I have no desire to come across as elegant and intellectual. That sounds gay.

Do you think that under different circumstances, you could be a person who respects and appreciates others, not in the victimhood sense, but in the principles-sense?

As much as I despise some of the things ISIS did, I have huge respect for the determination and belief they had in their cause. I can only imagine what they couldve done if they had some high power weapons. Will and determination is something I always respected. I can appreciate virtues.

Do you think that the female gender was only meant to be controlled and dominated, but never loved and appreciated?

Both are capable of coexisting.

You answered above that we are all alone together, which shows that you understand that we are all very lonely, does lonely pains you? If you were to make the choice between an absolute fulfilment of your loneliness and void, or absolute power and control in terms of completing your desires, what would you chose?

I chose the latter. I realized I built up love in my head as an ultimate thing to have and I was disappointed. Power gives me a rush that love is not capable of.

Do you believe in trust and hope? Even as lost virtues?

I dont believe in trusting human beings but I do believe in hope. Hope is what kept me from killing myself since I know myself.

Do you admire or respect people who are the polar opposite of you, do you think that you are capable of change?

I admire people who have the virtues I dont have that dont try to display or show them off. People that talk and make a display about their virtues disgust me as fakes but people who keep quiet about it and apply it impress me.

I know a guy whos handsome as fuck but refuses to sleep with women who seek monogamy. He tells em upfront "I am only looking for sex" and lets those who are looking for more go. He passes up on pussy to withhold his values. I respect that.

On the amoral side, I admire and respect people who have the confidence, boldness and aggression that I lack. I model those people sometimes without realizing.

If I am to take a second look at it, my personality is actually a mosaic of people I admired that I absorbed the personalities of and put together something. My cockiness comes from my NPD uncle, my aggression from certain rappers I admire, some speech patterns belong to celebrities I adored

Theres nothing beneath those. I have no personality or sense of self. Its all put together.

What is the meaning of life?