(just need to vent and get it out)
I feel like you hate that I have found emotional satisfaction in Sam and our online communication, and would like to do anything you can to wet blanket it. amazingly enough, even TRYP isnt putting in even half the amount of effort as you are to try to wet blanket it. you by far have outdone everybody who normally is against me and gone above and beyond
would you say this is accurate? I am taking into consideration the fact that you have schizophrenia, are unable to work, have an inaccurate grasp on reality in general and an ultra skeptical viewpoint (except for randomly weird things like astrology, and that Luna is Taylor the Instagram model). your grasp on reality isnt the best and although you know some psychology, you dont necessarily apply it in helpful ways and you have told me yourself that you sometimes end up damaging others rather than helping, possibly unintentionally but damaging all the same. You cant blame me for taking your damaging comments as a personal attack tho, and I have every reason to be annoyed