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part of trolling is being emotionally unavailable to the other person. I enjoy this, and I enjoy this being done to me. Why would you think Sam doesnt also find it amusing and enjoyable?

I'm not saying our love is traditional, I never said that. But it is enjoyable mutual feelings of intrigue, amusement, obsession (he has said stuff that he could only know from reading my content on sc, stuff I have never told him)

Why Should I take your beliefs seriously over my own perception of what is going on between Sam and I?

aubrieta said: 

part of trolling is being emotionally unavailable to the other person. I enjoy this, and I enjoy this being done to me. Why would you think Sam doesnt also find it amusing and enjoyable?

 

I'm not saying our love is traditional, I never said that. But it is enjoyable mutual feelings of intrigue, amusement, obsession (he has said stuff that he could only know from reading my content on sc, stuff I have never told him)

 

Why Should I take your beliefs seriously over my own perception of what is going on between Sam and I?

 Let's have a discussion about love. define love from your perspective, there are many many definitions of it 

I'm willing to bet that you and I have extremely different opinions on what qualifies as love lmao

for me, well I already basically stated mine up above: enjoyable mutual feelings of intrigue, amusement, obsession (he has said stuff that he could only know from reading my content on sc, stuff I have never told him)

i would like to settle this once and for all tbh. Im sick of you throwing all these accusations at me at why i shouldnt be allowed to think Sam has feelings for me(enjoys trolling me as much as i enjoy trolling him) with nothing to back it up. He has a lot going on in his life whereas im unemployed, I might have more time currently to troll him than he does to troll me, but that doesnt mean he doesnt enjoy it as much as i do. If I had a job and responsibilities and was capable of maintaining them, with or without a love interest distracting me, I would still keep doing my job lol even if I really liked talking to someone 

the enjoyment of trolling each other is very very mutual from my perspective. whether or not the word love should be used is debatable I suppose, but we have both told each other we love eachother and according to my specific definition of love, we do love eachother. And I think my definition of love is a fair one

How much you're having to narrate this in a one sided way doesn't really spell out a two person relationship to me. The sheer lengths that you bother with it strike me as emotional reinforcement for yourself more than anything else. 

It's like when people sit there dreaming up a Disney Prince, except... somehow it's Sam. Somewhere you lost track of which parts happened and which parts were your assumptions, seeing all kinds of false positives more out of a desperate form of hope than anything tangible. 

Also, your use of rewriting failed behaviors from others as if they were successes to push yourself further sells the desperation (mostly through Med and TPG). You also have been expressing this situation as if it were self-flagellation instead of something good for you. 

Turncoat said: 

How much you're having to narrate this in a one sided way doesn't really spell out a two person relationship to me. The sheer lengths that you bother with it strike me as emotional reinforcement for yourself more than anything else. 

It's like when people sit there dreaming up a Disney Prince, except... somehow it's Sam. Somewhere you lost track of which parts happened and which parts were your assumptions, seeing all kinds of false positives more out of a desperate form of hope than anything tangible. 

Also, your use of rewriting failed behaviors from others as if they were successes to push yourself further sells the desperation (mostly through Med and TPG). You also have been expressing this situation as if it were self-flagellation instead of something good for you. 

 What exactly would I be desperate for? I have him emailing me what more do you think I could want?

Sam: emails me every other day sometimes every day, Skype and snapchat, has told me he loves me more than once

Turncoat: false positive lol

^ the truth

Why do you insist on having me believe you anyway? 

Turncoat said: 

Why do you insist on having me believe you anyway? 

 ya good question lol