Sociopath Community

You have the big gay.

u wanna shake the narcissism off and be less prideful otherwise you wont survive long here and be e-shredded to pieces like in a shark tank

adapting to this place takes time, the realization that nothing really matters that happens here is critical for that. this can be hard to adapt especially after spending time at places with rules (where you're used to mods shielding you)

other than that, whalecum

Sounds like narcissism then.

I have average social skills as far as I'm aware and I'm good at reading body language and social cues, problem seems to be I don't give a damn. If that's pride or don't give a fuck factor it's hard to say. 

Thanks for the whalecum

GadSitar said: 

Sounds like narcissism then.

I have average social skills as far as I'm aware and I'm good at reading body language and social cues, problem seems to be I don't give a damn. If that's pride or don't give a fuck factor it's hard to say. 

Thanks for the whalecum

 I can vaguely relate, I also wish I was just more driven 

What psychosis did you have?

Unless it's being spoon fed, it's kind of a bore, unless talking about myself. 

Some shit is hilarious, but this is good stuff. 

GadSitar said: 

It's bad enough being a human being now they say I might be one of you miscreants. Welcome to clown world. I just laugh with tears flowing down my cheeks, cuz I like to make people cry

So I posted a while back on a schizoid forum and those lazy $%#$s thought I was way to aggressive to be a human sloth with creative imagination. Opinions were split between covert narcissist and whiney attention whore possibly AsPD.

I'll let you guys judge and of course I'm speaking to a psych soon, see what they have to say. And I will not know what I am doing there, but it's attention so might as well get my money's worth.

I had conduct problems as a child but lived in a country which existed only between my ears so I couldn't be diagnosed. Tortured animals ( pulled the legs off spiders)  and beat up kids for fun, and cried like a bitch when I got a bloody nose. Used to throw this kid against a fence and watch him cry, and peed on my bedroom floor when my father wouldn't give me an iphone. Used to laugh at my cousins while they were getting beaten up by their parents but that was nothing compared to the shrieking I do when I stub by toe.

I have the hallmark upbringing of a sociopath. Lack of attachment, cold, neglectful, abusive upbringing and a constant change of caretakers (instability and separation from mother in early age). So, I know the problem and have great insight into why I am totaly piece of shit, but I am here begging for validation. 

I believe I'm superior to people even though I don't openly say it, sometimes I do ( like I just did, in case you missed it) . I used to be a thief when I was 17. Enjoyed it intensely for the sake of it and the thrill. Also enjoyed the income obviously. Got caught eventually but no remorse whatsoever. Partners in crime were surprised at how cold I seemed about the whole thing. This is really a telling point, so you know where I am going with this. 

I have anger issues and have always had a hard time getting along with people. Just today a guy insulted me from his car and I ran to him and smashed his window with my bare hands! Because I am kind of not too smart, but that isn't always obvious

I don't commit crimes nowadays but got caught once for assault. Ended up in psych ward and diagnosed with psychosis. I suspect this is not the only thing I suffer from though. I'm certain there is a comorbid personality disorder in the mix. You know I know you know this is total bullshit, but expressing myself is such a sweet release when idiots are pletiful and fall for it. 

So in your humble opinion, as I don't have a humble opinion, you need to tell me what it is otherwise I might be wrong about myself. 

Thank you in advance for your time and insights. 

 Is this your puppet, Bo? XD

Haha get out retard 

This is a 130 IQ and above only club

Well, then I am in serious trouble.  I barely made my O levels. Since, we are here and I am only here to bore everyone to tears talking about myself as I won't hold back : 

What is an accurate definition for self esteem ( googling the defintion would be to obvious and its best as a narc to make it up as I go along) and does it apply to narcissism? I have come across the term many times and I vaguely know what it means. ( because , you know, Google and I can't think that far ahead)  But I'm not so sure what an accurate definition of it is? Is it simply how one perceives oneself? Does it apply to narcissism? ( am I repeating myself enough times, even I think I read mentally challenged)

For example, a narcissist may be aware that they behave badly with people (because they tell them and they see their reactions in day to day interactions) and that therefore, they are a bad person,[ but no, it's just being a self centered tit ]. Now if they uphold such a personal belief about themselves is it necessarily low self esteem? ( it might be delusion, but I am so full of myself if you tattooed it on my forehead I wouldn't read it staring in a mirror) What if they don't care if they are bad? Or more accurately, what if they relish their "badness" or accept it as being good (for them). Can we still say they have low self esteem? [ yes, I am making absolutely no sense, as usual, and in particular to myself )