Amphetamine and Nostalgia

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on 10/18/2019

Posts: 2278

So, up until now I always thought that my intense nostalgia for my college year was due to the sheer memories but as TC shrewdly pointed out, I was also on Adderall at the time. It never occurred to me that Amphetamine played a role in my nostalgia until today.

Today I took dexedrine for the first time since June. The result- I felt the SAME as I did during the time I've been wistful about. This made me realize that a lot of that nostalgia was for not just the powerful concoction of college dorm life, budding romance, and infinite e rep... But also, it was the effects of one of the most potent stimulants on Earth. I had been deceived by myself into believing the drug had little to do with it.

Anyway, just some food for thought.

My grandiose delusions are better than yours.

last edit on 10/18/2019 5:56:54 AM

by Turncoat

on 10/18/2019

Posts: 33392

A lot of things about our lives are purely the byproduct of the shit we put into our body.

Adderall felt fucking amazing for the week I tried it, which is what tells me I should never do it again. That, and watching it wreck a lot of people's lives.

So how differently would you say you're behaving on it right now?

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by BohemianRhapsody

on 10/19/2019

Posts: 2278

Turncoat said:
A lot of things about our lives are purely the byproduct of the shit we put into our body.

Adderall felt fucking amazing for the week I tried it, which is what tells me I should never do it again. That, and watching it wreck a lot of people's lives.

So how differently would you say you're behaving on it right now?

I can be kinder and more social, more attentive. But also less empathetic and more prone to straight up narcissistic thinking.

My grandiose delusions are better than yours.

by Sion

on 10/19/2019

Posts: 102

Turncoat said:
A lot of things about our lives are purely the byproduct of the shit we put into our body.

Adderall felt fucking amazing for the week I tried it, which is what tells me I should never do it again. That, and watching it wreck a lot of people's lives.

So how differently would you say you're behaving on it right now?

Adderall is kids stuff.

Very overrated.

by BohemianRhapsody

on 10/19/2019

Posts: 2278

Sion said:
Turncoat said:
A lot of things about our lives are purely the byproduct of the shit we put into our body.

Adderall felt fucking amazing for the week I tried it, which is what tells me I should never do it again. That, and watching it wreck a lot of people's lives.

So how differently would you say you're behaving on it right now?

Adderall is kids stuff.
Very overrated.

It's actually Dexedrine that I take

My grandiose delusions are better than yours.

last edit on 10/19/2019 3:20:20 AM

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