Lately, I'd say that things in my life are going fairly swell. Me and Delora are doing pretty well. Her view of me is higher than it has been in the past, and she shows me this in her actions and words. This has triggered a change in my own attitude. I am beginning to feel powerful and motivated. It's almost like a conditional manic episode that comes in when things are going well for me, I have the urge to pursue 100 different things at once. I want to write a book. I want to learn to program. I want to take risky moves like applying for jobs I'm underqualified for. I want to sleep in a tent in the woods for a week. I want to buy a go cart and zoom around in it, and I want to travel. I feel like I could be a great influencer and overall am ready to kick some ass. Who can relate?
it seems like your relationship is somewhat shaky