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I don't think gender pins you down like that, you're more like a force. 

My personality, how I act online, is what makes me happy. in the past, when I had to be more social like during school and when i was employed, I acted slightly less this way and more normal to fit but now that I've given up on being employed I act like how i truly think and feel and just say and do whatever makes me happy and what i think is fun and funny 

^ This is my perception of myself

I am struggling with my formerly perceived identity currently, like i really want to know who I am in everyone elses eyes (more than just insults, be intelligent please)

obviously Ive had troll thrown at me a lot and have adopted that as a label to sum up my personality as well although I know im more than just a troll, you cant reduce an entire person to just one word

also, I've been on SC for 5 years now, how has my personality evolved from when I first joined? besides obviously my physical appearance which i point out a lot because i think its funny and also sad how much i let myself go lol

Turncoat said: 

I don't think gender pins you down like that, you're more like a force. 

 "force" is so vague tho TC, but ya I can shut down an entire forum or twitter whenever i feel like it its true lol, people dont know how to handle me

especially people who arent used to me yet

I would definitely describe you as a parody of yourself.

spite said: 

I would definitely describe you as a parody of yourself.

 So I have seen people say this about delora too, is it like................being weird and different, but being intelligent enough to know you are weird and different so you make fun of yourself? like self-depricating speech? or like continuing to be a narcissist even though you know most people dont see you as amazing as you see yourself?