i feel so bored and detached from everything, like, everything feels about as real as a “play” on a stage... you feel me
i just think it’s all so stupid and pointless and fake... sometimes i can be “in the moment” and not notice this
but lately it’s been bad. I think a psychiatrist would call it dissociation but
really if you think about it, it makes sense.
the rest of the world, is getting blown to pieces, people are starving in the streets eating paper and garbage, people are running from tigers, and having their hands chopped off from corrupt government officials. Women are blowing themselves up, with their children.
And that’s what’s real. The rest, is a facade. A bubble that we float on, which is constructed only by the system we pay omage to in the form of monthly payments, and taxes.
