and um well those feelings havent died lol and this is where we're at now. im done like throwing my attention at guys who arent even hot to me
and this is my final summation on why I'm throwing myself at someone who from all your perspectives rn might not have feelings for me yet, but the thing is he might too and you just dont know. you have no way of proving and even if he doesnt idc like i said I would rather throw myself at the hottest guy ive ever seen and be mostly ignored than settle and be abused by uggos
this has nothing to do with me
Sam cant hurt me emotionally and honestly no one can, I have too many troll defenses now
and no way in fuck am I ever letting him anywhere near me physically or going there to be with him, I was already offered to live with cameron a year ago and did I do it? no
so chill. No ones going to hurt this girl
and for that girl, im really sorry for her that sux. im too paranoid to ever get hurt like that by anyone