I just got like a massive surge of joy and optimism for the future and I would like you all to join with me in this moment whoever reads this thread
my final and complete conquering over my extreme fear and avoidance of death at all costs has finally been eliminated and as I no longer fear death or change- I look forward to the future with optimism ready to face whatever comes, no matter how "good" or "bad"
I feel free, and freedom is my happy place. join with me now in celebration of life in all its forms, including its eventual permanent absence