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Colors sound numbers letters and everything you can think of all are associated with each other in my brain 

even vibes I just feel in the air, people, their personalities- traits. Physical and non physical. Even book titles, movies, sentences. Music genres. 

Music notes- musical sounds. Other sounds. Noises. Landscapes and other visual scenery. Moods of the scenes. 

They all coorelate with each other dynamically. There are odd and even notes on a piano. There are even and odd people. There are even and odd book titles. Skin tones. Even my hands and feet, one is even and odd. 

LOL. But yeah music and color are the most heavily related thing for me :) 

but yeah uh... letters have number sequences and colors, and colors have number sequences as well. It’s like a chart or a periodic table of sorts in my head. 

I use this same structure to memorize shit loads of material so it’s very easy to like memorize four chapters of dense material in one night down to the most finite detail, and I can regurgitate word for word. It’s a complex system of chunking. Is the term for it. Mapping. Whatever. My brain just doesn’t it in a really photographic way. Like a file cabinent almost, that’s color coded and coded by various associations whatever works works.

i memorize a stack of flash cards this way. 

Its also how my my brain does math without a calculator and why I have that weird ability to just guess what answers are without know why or how I know that. I actually do know why, it’s because of the giant color coded mathematical charts in my head.

there is also associations with words, the diction of them that breaks them up and their connotations, groupings of words etc. and this comes in handy when writing poetry or essays. Not only is there a big inference machine going in my head between word associations but, there is also more associations going on with the specific details of the words across many many factors pertaining to them. 

I even apply the weird associations thing going on to art and design- like interior or architectural design. Etc. it really applies to everything for me. 

All of this sounds normal to me, I can’t imagine being without it if that makes any sense. It’s how my entire brain operates and processes the world like. Shit even fucking, the mechanics of a car are broken down by these associations. The gear shifter has numbers colors. The sound and feeling of them I memorize and I can feel when the hum and vibration of the vehicle is off and these hums have color, frequency categorization and numbers- even and odd associations etc.. even the various hums of different types of microwaves. Or different shapes gears and parts that make a watch tick and the movements it expresses to do so, the direction in which things move or the way they move, has categorization to me. I don’t know! It’s just everything to me literally everything even fucking trees and plants. Even smells!!!

bleary said: 

A phenomenon called: synesthesia 

In it's basic form that's just getting sensory data crossed. 

I'm wondering if it's more specifically Grapheme-color synesthesia or just some idea that occurred to him. 

You ever look into the program called Synesthesia for learning the piano/keyboard? 



It led to some cool artistically inspired stuff like this: 

Isnt associating everything with numbers like one of the huge flags to signal autism. 

Blanc said: 

Colors sound numbers letters and everything you can think of all are associated with each other in my brain 

 

even vibes I just feel in the air, people, their personalities- traits. Physical and non physical. Even book titles, movies, sentences. Music genres. 

 

Music notes- musical sounds. Other sounds. Noises. Landscapes and other visual scenery. Moods of the scenes. 

 

They all coorelate with each other dynamically. There are odd and even notes on a piano. There are even and odd people. There are even and odd book titles. Skin tones. Even my hands and feet, one is even and odd. 

 

LOL. But yeah music and color are the most heavily related thing for me :) 

 

but yeah uh... letters have number sequences and colors, and colors have number sequences as well. It’s like a chart or a periodic table of sorts in my head. 

 

I use this same structure to memorize shit loads of material so it’s very easy to like memorize four chapters of dense material in one night down to the most finite detail, and I can regurgitate word for word. It’s a complex system of chunking. Is the term for it. Mapping. Whatever. My brain just doesn’t it in a really photographic way. Like a file cabinent almost, that’s color coded and coded by various associations whatever works works.

 

i memorize a stack of flash cards this way. 

 

Its also how my my brain does math without a calculator and why I have that weird ability to just guess what answers are without know why or how I know that. I actually do know why, it’s because of the giant color coded mathematical charts in my head.

 

there is also associations with words, the diction of them that breaks them up and their connotations, groupings of words etc. and this comes in handy when writing poetry or essays. Not only is there a big inference machine going in my head between word associations but, there is also more associations going on with the specific details of the words across many many factors pertaining to them. 

 

I even apply the weird associations thing going on to art and design- like interior or architectural design. Etc. it really applies to everything for me. 

 

All of this sounds normal to me, I can’t imagine being without it if that makes any sense. It’s how my entire brain operates and processes the world like. Shit even fucking, the mechanics of a car are broken down by these associations. The gear shifter has numbers colors. The sound and feeling of them I memorize and I can feel when the hum and vibration of the vehicle is off and these hums have color, frequency categorization and numbers- even and odd associations etc.. even the various hums of different types of microwaves. Or different shapes gears and parts that make a watch tick and the movements it expresses to do so, the direction in which things move or the way they move, has categorization to me. I don’t know! It’s just everything to me literally everything even fucking trees and plants. Even smells!!!

 You may have autism. I do and can relate to all this.

PalePeach said: 

Isnt associating everything with numbers like one of the huge flags to signal autism. 

 It’s just common people with autism also have synesthesia but you can have synesthesia without being on the spectrum as well

More things my brain does it with 

makeup and makeup brushes 

surgical tools 

mechanical parts 

anatomy internal external including skin and hair textures 

skin care 

food 

clothing and texture 

lights 

wind 

water textures 

textures in general 

elements, the periodic table 

chemicals and their molecular structures 

biology in general, everything in biology. from taxonomic classification to, molecular structures, chemical equations

already mentioned smells but. 

furniture 

historical styles and cultures? (obviously furntiure and historical styles are heavily related, no dur. but even ones that maybe weren't intended to, will remind me of an exhibit i saw in a mueseum dating from a certain time period and will remind me of a specific location, and culture.) (i do the same thing with people's faces.)

obviously history has numbers but it's just the chronlogical date periods. 

Like i mentioned personality and traits play a role in this large association dynamic net thing too 

so a watch face- has a personality and personality traits you will see in human form through out your life. The front of a car has a personality. As a child I used to think they looked like faces that could talk, and would imagine them doing it lol. This was before cars the movie existed so when it came out I was like “glad I wasn’t the only one that thought cars totally have personalities and faces on them lol” 

BohemianRhapsody said:

You may have autism. I do and can relate to all this.

She prefers minimalism and thinks a single article of clothing on the floor is a mess. 

She is easily overstimulated by conversations and the presence of people. 

Her makeup topic is straight autism. 

Her ability to self direct and ignore others is on par with the disorder. 

Her freak outs are literally all caps. 

Her understanding of reality is largely understood through meticulous youtubing. 

She uses Tumblr for classic Tumblr-Autist reasons. 

She claims to have OCD. 

She likes rainbows unironically. 

BohemianRhapsody said: 

I do. In my view, the odd numbers 1-9 are male, and the even numbers 2-8 are female, and 10 is male. 0 is white, 1 is blue, 2 is bright red, 3 is orange, 4 is yellow, 5 is green, 6 is pink, 7 is purple, 8 is maroon, 9 is dark green, and 10 is black.

 Okay so, what about personalities? 

Xadem said: 

BohemianRhapsody said: 

I do. In my view, the odd numbers 1-9 are male, and the even numbers 2-8 are female, and 10 is male. 0 is white, 1 is blue, 2 is bright red, 3 is orange, 4 is yellow, 5 is green, 6 is pink, 7 is purple, 8 is maroon, 9 is dark green, and 10 is black.

 Okay so, what about personalities? 

 1 is an alpha male.

2 is a tomboy

3 is a very typical male

4 is a popular girl

5 is a middle aged man

6 is a thot 

7 is an asshole

8 is a milf

9 is a cool guy

10 is an old man