Sociopath Community

"I want to tell you a little story what has happened to me recently. Since July ive been seeing a guy who I felt very strong for and thought he felt the same, doing little things for me I could tell. Then we started getting physical and we both were seeing each other exclusively. It wasnt until a bit later that I found myself doing all the planning, instead of him. “He was so busy “ constantly that not even once had time for me to get together. It was always on his terms, we would meet up whenever his “busy” scheduled allowed him to. No planning on his side, just hitting up the last minute, something along the lines like, what are you doing tonight and tomorrow. Couple times i declined but then I told myself I needed to be understanding. Mind you there was no going outside and do things together, not even once he came up with something meaningdul we could do together. Too late I was blonded so bad that i would desperately find any possible excuses for him. Then he blocked me everywhere, “because I was too emotional and he didn't want to deal with me” atm. At some point I receive a call on Wednesday, him saying do you want to meet and talk. Of course I wanted. He came over, I could tell he was too horny, constantly touching me. He made promises that he would see me more often and that we would be fine. Then we got physical and at some point I went outside to smoke. He said “brb” thought he wanted to grab something from the car, in a few minutes I checked on him and guess what, he was gone. He left without telling me, he ran away, after sex he just left, without even saying a word. I was running circles outside of my house to find him, I couldn't believe he did that to me. But no, he was gone and when I teied to call him, I WAS BLOCKED again. I'm hurting so bad, the fact that I have myself away to someone who didn't deserve me and my heart."