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natasha87 said: 
Blanc said: 
Fuck i just finished the entire entry and then accidentallysomehow deleted all of it with one fucking button i accidentally pressed on my fucking keyboard and i can’t undo or redo it to make it come back or anything like that 

-.- 
 THANK FUCK FOR THAT. you're literally the biggest abuser here forcing us to read novels of your boring teen soap life. even if u weren't lying about everything, which you are, i would still be bored shitless by it. learn to shrink it down to maybe a paragraph or two.
 

natasha87 said: 
Blanc said: 

These are very good examples of some basic panic attacks 

mine sometimes include dissociation which makes them look a little different but I’ve had this standard ones as well and this is exactly to the T accurate representations of *some* of them 

though I’ve had others that look quite different 

 so this is what u watch to give u an idea of how to fake distress. niccce
 

"the closest i've gotten to an apology, was, just recently like a week or two ago. my mom was saying to me, about how she knows that "we fucked up" as parents... like, she admits that she fucked, me, up. she used that wording specifcally. "we fucked you up." she knows "we did parenting wrong" and she knows that's why i'm in therapy now. like the trauma, that i went through of them, "raising" me... the consequences of that are now showing you know. 

and she's connected the dots. it's "ptsd or whatever" from "trauma or whatever" as she puts it. 

she doesn't want to be too direct and just say, "i'm sorry that you have ptsd from what we've done to you." "

this is one of the most pathetic things i've ever read. do u have any idea how many people never get any kind of resolution or apology, and you're bitching that she didn't say it exactly as you wanted? i honestly think ur issue stems from ur parents spoiling the shit out of you, and you slowly growing up and realised that ur face is a cube and you're not attractive. the delusion your parents armed you with is now breaking u down, u cant accept being mediocre so now u have a painful internal battle. in a way they did fuck u up, probably told u that ur pretty, intelligent, interesting etc and it must be hard to come to terms with the reality that u have no personality.

have you taken actual piano lessons before? why view the guts of the piano can't we see u or your hands?

don't say it's avant garde or baroque,  could only tolerate ~30 seconds XD

do more

I like it. 

Edit: I would recommend some vocal warm ups before you record next time though. Even a few "Do Re Mi"s go a long way. 

Youtube said:

waking up on the wrong side, (...) ways, (...)don't know what to say?
(...)
(...) I find my way into the dark
you taught me everything I know, repeat x 2.
send your spies to check up on me
I'm done playing along
there are things, learned to avoid
you know it's hard enough
everything I do,
remember it's for you
everything I did,
remember, it's for you

and you're far away,
tell me I've made mistakes.
I know that I could of been better
There's not a thing in me that doesn't regret it

(....)
sending me through hell
just to make fun of me

and now you became my worst nightmare
and I'm not sure how long I can take this
and you told me adapt and overcome
but I can't seem to find the way out, there's only so much I can do

(ooo mmm na na)

(....)
make me dreamin, leaning on the


psychedelic mayhem, dreamin
next time maybe it'll go a little better tomorrow.
better tomorrow
right now you don't want anything to do with me.

Is this from something? 

guise can i pls be allowed to bully in peace?

Turncoat said: 

Youtube said:

waking up on the wrong side, (...) ways, (...)don't know what to say?
(...)
(...) I find my way into the dark
you taught me everything I know, repeat x 2.
send your spies to check up on me
I'm done playing along
there are things, learned to avoid
you know it's hard enough
everything I do,
remember it's for you
everything I did,
remember, it's for you

and you're far away,
tell me I've made mistakes.
I know that I could of been better
There's not a thing in me that doesn't regret it

(....)
sending me through hell
just to make fun of me

and now you became my worst nightmare
and I'm not sure how long I can take this
and you told me adapt and overcome
but I can't seem to find the way out, there's only so much I can do

(ooo mmm na na)

(....)
make me dreamin, leaning on the


psychedelic mayhem, dreamin
next time maybe it'll go a little better tomorrow.
better tomorrow
right now you don't want anything to do with me.

Is this from something? 

 mi head yo