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also ive been told a lot that my idealization feels amazing and is highly desirable, like a drug but better. npd/bpd attraction. bpds tend to be the ones who get obsessed in this type of relationship. i dont have bpd but i have traits of it

so its not like i have nothing to offer:) and i deserve to idealize the best of the best and nothing less which is why I want Sam to talk to me because he is the most interesting person ive ever seen

aubrieta said: 

also ive been told a lot that my idealization feels amazing and is highly desirable, like a drug but better. npd/bpd attraction. bpds tend to be the ones who get obsessed in this type of relationship. i dont have bpd but i have traits of it

 Whom by? Chapo? Lel

bleary said: 

aubrieta said: 

also ive been told a lot that my idealization feels amazing and is highly desirable, like a drug but better. npd/bpd attraction. bpds tend to be the ones who get obsessed in this type of relationship. i dont have bpd but i have traits of it

 Whom by? Chapo? Lel

 lots of people, no chapo wasnt one of them 

TC you know i already tried to devalue Sam and it didnt work lol. i have no choice but to worship now because theres no one else i find more interesting than him

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

I get what I want TC. anyway this thread isnt about me, what do you want more than anything else currently?:)

To figure out what causes you to anchor so hard on people. 

you'll never figure me out TC lol you should pick something more realistic. at least Sam has actually already made an account on here lol

I just need enough time, discussions, and examples. 

why did CS anchor onto Jim(and attempted to on all the other sc guys)? why did tpg anchor on to alice? i mean obssession happens its not like an out of the ordinary human experience lol. even animals do it if you take cs as an example lol

That doesn't make it healthy, that just passes the buck onto a few other people. 

also ive been told a lot that my idealization feels amazing and is highly desirable, like a drug but better. npd/bpd attraction. bpds tend to be the ones who get obsessed in this type of relationship. i dont have bpd but i have traits of it

See this doesn't sound good to me. 

aubrieta said: 

TC you know i already tried to devalue Sam and it didnt work lol. i have no choice but to worship now because theres no one else i find more interesting than him

You give up too quickly on slow paths and stick to pipe dreams. 

There's so many other people out there. At least put a time table on this before you've "been in it for too long", otherwise you might be like Med who's held the same candle for four years straight.  

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

TC you know i already tried to devalue Sam and it didnt work lol. i have no choice but to worship now because theres no one else i find more interesting than him

You give up too quickly on slow paths and stick to pipe dreams. 

There's so many other people out there. At least put a time table on this before you've "been in it for too long", otherwise you might be like Med who's held the same candle for four years straight.  

 I don’t know if it would be worse to leave a shadow of a doubt—but I don’t like being seen in this light

bleary said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

TC you know i already tried to devalue Sam and it didnt work lol. i have no choice but to worship now because theres no one else i find more interesting than him

You give up too quickly on slow paths and stick to pipe dreams. 

There's so many other people out there. At least put a time table on this before you've "been in it for too long", otherwise you might be like Med who's held the same candle for four years straight.  

 I don’t know if it would be worse to leave a shadow of a doubt—but I don’t like being seen in this light

I mean we've all got our demons, but throwing them into the closet is what gives them the room to whisper. 

Turncoat said: 

bleary said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

TC you know i already tried to devalue Sam and it didnt work lol. i have no choice but to worship now because theres no one else i find more interesting than him

You give up too quickly on slow paths and stick to pipe dreams. 

There's so many other people out there. At least put a time table on this before you've "been in it for too long", otherwise you might be like Med who's held the same candle for four years straight.  

 I don’t know if it would be worse to leave a shadow of a doubt—but I don’t like being seen in this light

I mean we've all got our demons, but throwing them into the closet is what gives them the room to whisper. 

 Huh? Speak English XD