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I AM A PURE INNOCENT VIRGIN OF THE LORD😇

aubrieta said: 

if anyone has any evidence that I am not the sexuality that I claim please present:)

You mean other than quotes of older labels? 

I like defining myself as authentically as possible and being real.

How I'd put it is like this: 

I believe you believe yourself, but the answers keep changing. 

and this is honestly really fascinating to me because im realizing how much a persons sexuality and what they are attracted to dictates the course of their life and their actions. like, if I still wanted an IRL sexual relationship with someone else i would be living my life much much differently. its bizarre how much ive changed 

What do you figure you would be doing differently? 

aubrieta said: 

I have had sex with 44 men my entire life up until the middle of August 2015. no sex or kissing or anything with women or transexuals. i was sexually wired straight i have to include this information in this thread about my sexuality to be truly authentic. i was a heterosexual slut before my sexuality changed

What changed it? 

You said the "superiority" thing but I mean more like... what life event or context? 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

I have had sex with 44 men my entire life up until the middle of August 2015. no sex or kissing or anything with women or transexuals. i was sexually wired straight i have to include this information in this thread about my sexuality to be truly authentic. i was a heterosexual slut before my sexuality changed

What changed it? 

You said the "superiority" thing but I mean more like... what life event or context? 

 because i realized even if everyone in the entire human population worshipped and loved me it would still never be satisfying enough for me lol, so instead i just devalued all of humanity except myself;)

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

I have had sex with 44 men my entire life up until the middle of August 2015. no sex or kissing or anything with women or transexuals. i was sexually wired straight i have to include this information in this thread about my sexuality to be truly authentic. i was a heterosexual slut before my sexuality changed

What changed it? 

You said the "superiority" thing but I mean more like... what life event or context? 

 because i realized even if everyone in the entire world worshipped me it would still never be satisfying enough for me lol, so instead i just devalued all of humanity except myself;)

What had you devalue others valuing you though? 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

I have had sex with 44 men my entire life up until the middle of August 2015. no sex or kissing or anything with women or transexuals. i was sexually wired straight i have to include this information in this thread about my sexuality to be truly authentic. i was a heterosexual slut before my sexuality changed

What changed it? 

You said the "superiority" thing but I mean more like... what life event or context? 

 because i realized even if everyone in the entire world worshipped me it would still never be satisfying enough for me lol, so instead i just devalued all of humanity except myself;)

What had you devalue others valuing you though? 

 lol i just explained, if you dont get it you never will. makes sense to me tho

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

I have had sex with 44 men my entire life up until the middle of August 2015. no sex or kissing or anything with women or transexuals. i was sexually wired straight i have to include this information in this thread about my sexuality to be truly authentic. i was a heterosexual slut before my sexuality changed

What changed it? 

You said the "superiority" thing but I mean more like... what life event or context? 

 because i realized even if everyone in the entire world worshipped me it would still never be satisfying enough for me lol, so instead i just devalued all of humanity except myself;)

What had you devalue others valuing you though? 

 lol i just explained, if you dont get it you never will. makes sense to me tho

I meant as a life event, like where did the epiphany happen? 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

I have had sex with 44 men my entire life up until the middle of August 2015. no sex or kissing or anything with women or transexuals. i was sexually wired straight i have to include this information in this thread about my sexuality to be truly authentic. i was a heterosexual slut before my sexuality changed

What changed it? 

You said the "superiority" thing but I mean more like... what life event or context? 

 because i realized even if everyone in the entire world worshipped me it would still never be satisfying enough for me lol, so instead i just devalued all of humanity except myself;)

What had you devalue others valuing you though? 

 lol i just explained, if you dont get it you never will. makes sense to me tho

I meant as a life event, like where did the epiphany happen? 

 just a moment of deep introspection, nothing really triggered it. i was smoking a lot of weed and meditating and a little into spirituality at the time and pondering my life and what i wanted out of life

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

I have had sex with 44 men my entire life up until the middle of August 2015. no sex or kissing or anything with women or transexuals. i was sexually wired straight i have to include this information in this thread about my sexuality to be truly authentic. i was a heterosexual slut before my sexuality changed

What changed it? 

You said the "superiority" thing but I mean more like... what life event or context? 

 because i realized even if everyone in the entire world worshipped me it would still never be satisfying enough for me lol, so instead i just devalued all of humanity except myself;)

What had you devalue others valuing you though? 

 lol i just explained, if you dont get it you never will. makes sense to me tho

I meant as a life event, like where did the epiphany happen? 

just a moment of deep introspection, nothing really triggered it. i was smoking a lot of weed and meditating and a little into spirituality at the time and pondering my life and what i wanted out of life

Huh, I'd figure a shift like that would have come from something, especially with the sharp shift from sexual being to three years abstaining from it. 

It's such a jarring shift. 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

I have had sex with 44 men my entire life up until the middle of August 2015. no sex or kissing or anything with women or transexuals. i was sexually wired straight i have to include this information in this thread about my sexuality to be truly authentic. i was a heterosexual slut before my sexuality changed

What changed it? 

You said the "superiority" thing but I mean more like... what life event or context? 

 because i realized even if everyone in the entire world worshipped me it would still never be satisfying enough for me lol, so instead i just devalued all of humanity except myself;)

What had you devalue others valuing you though? 

 lol i just explained, if you dont get it you never will. makes sense to me tho

I meant as a life event, like where did the epiphany happen? 

just a moment of deep introspection, nothing really triggered it. i was smoking a lot of weed and meditating and a little into spirituality at the time and pondering my life and what i wanted out of life

Huh, I'd figure a shift like that would have come from something, especially with the sharp shift from sexual being to three years abstaining from it. 

It's such a jarring shift. 

 call it an epiphany idk, at that point id already done a lot of traveling, working different types of jobs dating around and sleeping with a lot of different men, exploring the world to get a good feel for what i liked and didnt like