Several years ago I was informed I had low testosterone levels naturally.
Likely storyyyy.
This is probably just you rationalizing how you have a female typing voice.
Scarlett's response was disgust. She remarked on how she saw me as less of a man and how it made her look bad and people would think she couldn't land a "real man".
I've never actually dealt with this issue myself, and I am also low testosterone.
You're a compensator yeah?
I have been injecting testosterone ever since.
HAHAHAHAHAAAA
Shit like this is what makes me hope you're real.
She's a bitch who would get physically violent to provoke me into violence myself. Saying things like "be a man!" And laughing when I told her to stop.
She wanted to be beaten, it probably reminded her of her father.
I only ever gave her what she wanted.
This doesn't match up with how entitled you'd been typing yourself out to be.
So you're accepting yourself as "bottom bitch" now, like I'd originally theorized? That you're a helpless enabler to her wants and needs, that she's too powerful for you to handle, and that with her gone you're ultimately a mess with no self control? Am I reading your narrative right? Is this alongside your dropping the countdown you admitting to weakness and defeat?
You might see the honest you as pathetic, but I think that realization for you's a positive first step towards self-improvement.
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