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She said: 

confession-  I have heard voices screaming "you are ugly" and "loser" for two years now-  and one of them is Lana rhoades and another is that stupid police officer that screamed at me and rubbed his ugly string bean sociopathic narcissistoc body all over mine "trying to handcuff me"  (I was not actually arrested,  contrary to his in real life screaming that I was going to be arrested)  (Lana usually sceeams loser and the police officer usually screams "you are ugly" but there are many other voices screaming "you are ugly" as well-  not sure why this is an insecurity of mine because I think that I was a really pretty and cute baby and young girl soo what the fuck)

I feel like there is a lot to unpack here, before I even read the rest of the post. 

So you were cuffed but not arrested? I don't understand. 

Turncoat said: 

She said: 

confession-  I have heard voices screaming "you are ugly" and "loser" for two years now-  and one of them is Lana rhoades and another is that stupid police officer that screamed at me and rubbed his ugly string bean sociopathic narcissistoc body all over mine "trying to handcuff me"  (I was not actually arrested,  contrary to his in real life screaming that I was going to be arrested)  (Lana usually sceeams loser and the police officer usually screams "you are ugly" but there are many other voices screaming "you are ugly" as well-  not sure why this is an insecurity of mine because I think that I was a really pretty and cute baby and young girl soo what the fuck)

I feel like there is a lot to unpack here, before I even read the rest of the post. 

So you were cuffed but not arrested? I don't understand. 

 yeah,  I was on the phone with my mom when the police came,  amd then she called the police station while the meanwhile those two police officers  (one in particular was like leading that shit amd was the first one that I saw when I opened the door)  were in my apartment trying to tackle me and wrestle me to the floor   (before I ever said a word,  I just tried to close the door on him because he seemed impatient and I did not feel safe to talk to them and I was also going through a panic attack)  soo glad that I am finally moving my stuff out of north carolina this weekend,  botht heir mental healthcare and law enforcement ways of responding to situations were very disappointing

just joking

just joking

It sounds like you were arrested, but you weren't jailed. That's me being nitpicky but it also explains what you meant. 

That must have been scary though, like, I hate being around cops because some part of me knows they're giving me an occular patdown. They are waiting for me to screw up, making being around them a high pressure situation even if I wouldn't normally have 'done anything weird'. 

Edit: Holy shit wrestled to the floor this just hit me now. 

Dude did you fight back? Was that why they had to wrestle you down? What happened that's nuts oh my god are you okay? 

I mean yeah physically I figure you're okay but I can't imagine having the experience of fighting a cop and being the same person after. 

The police officer seemed to find an excuse to cuff you, and you probably resisted and during the tussle your silky smooth dress covering your creamy skin got pressed and swiped with the officer's cacky pants, which could be stimulating under other circumstances.

There are 2 things you need to do in order to restore your confidence in appearance.

1. Grow your hair. At least have a feminin hairstyle.

2. Shed some weight. While big girls can be attractive there are limits.

1 is easy, and 2 is also easy and you can shed weight without exercise though exercise will accelerate the process.

How to lose weight.

- Fasting.

- Extreme heat.

Yes it involves a bit of suffering. Say you're in your room and it's hot. Keep the air conditioner off and the window closed. If you have a TV screen on in a small space with the door closed you'll start to bake. You will undress under the intense heat to the point you'll have to consistently change your bedsheets.

Fasting. After 12 hours of not eating your body goes into a state of ketosis it's important to keep going at that point in time or else when you do it your body will break down whatever you eat and store it.

After 12 hours if you were feeling hungry it'll be gone. Fasting will deactivate your digestive system. No hunger, just a desire to eat something nice.

*IF you're diabetic don't do this.*

My personal record is 26 days on just water and supplements. I was shooting for 30 days but I tapped out.

What going long without eating taught me. 

We eat everyday when we REALLY don't have to. Breakfast is actually a newer invention, corporations want you to consume their product so the narritive is eat consume 3 meals a day and here's a bunch of snacks.

The other end of the blade.... Eating actually gives us a dopimine rush we take for granted, going long without eating or rather, when you reach your absolute limit, you'll feel kinda unhappy.

Starving ? No. You cannot starve unless you have no fat to burn. Fat is a reserve and that's it's purpose.

When to start, now ?

No. Get a supply of electromag. A powder to mix in your water. It contains electrolytes which prevents dehydration. Taste like cold Neo Citron, kinda like a salty lemonade. Drink no more than 1 serving a day.

I forgot what the other mineral is, though I barely took both of these and mostly just drank water. This other is a liquid and we take a teaspoon of this in our water daily and no more.

Do not drink any broth, it will cancel the ketosis and you might puke.

On that terrible day when I tapped out, walked up the street to get a watermelon to break my fast. (Breakfast =breaking fast).

I learned the secret of anorexia. I cured my niece of this by suggesting she eats watermelons and grapes, and she did and she was very happy and was able to start eating. This time I experienced  what she did, In the grocery store the thought of eating made me gag. Pasta, eggs, rice, meat.... The thought was disgusting. It has to be watermelon or grapes. Even orages would've been nice. Something half way solid.

I was drained, low energy, on my way home I wanted to pass out on the sidewalk, or snap a branch off a tree to bust open the water melon and devour it. When I made it home i divided the watermelon in half and ate it up with a spoon, and it was good. Even filling. Took a nice nap.

Hours later I woke up and had more. Before the whole thing was gone I already moved onto eggs and toast. Another day passed and I'm already eating stake.

I can go on about the transformation, it's more than just shedding weight. You'll glow. You already have a glow so you'll really glow.

It keeps on going too if you stay away from junk food. IF you're going to eat shit then you must work out first.

While fasting was talked about the most, it's mearly more interesting than the other practice which is the hot room where you'll sweat while doom scrolling or whatever you do. The hot room the most vital thing, as it'll last hours and throughout the night.

You'll sweat gallons. You'll sit up, then when you lay down the spot you were laying will be wet and cold. Yes. Being hot sucks but not like being tormented. If you had to do this for 7 days, it would be a walk in the park if it were attached to a grand prize you'd love to win. 

I'm letting you know, I'm 6'1 and 190 lbs. At my size I can only lose 10 more lbs before tI start to vanish. That's 60 lbs less than I was when I fasted for 26 days late 2024. While I don't eat everyday, I give credit to the heat chamber.

Spatial Mind said: 

The police officer seemed to find an excuse to cuff you, and you probably resisted and during the tussle your silky smooth dress covering your creamy skin got pressed and swiped with the officer's cacky pants, which could be stimulating under other circumstances.

Uh, I didn't make it sexual in my head but like... that must have been rough for her. 

She thinks most forms of sexual pleasure is somehow abusing women, so... yeah, that's her metric. 

That being said, being cuffed, while I might find it hot, is not inherently sexual by design. That's more about authority, loss of freedom, not anything about breeding. 

Turncoat said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

The police officer seemed to find an excuse to cuff you, and you probably resisted and during the tussle your silky smooth dress covering your creamy skin got pressed and swiped with the officer's cacky pants, which could be stimulating under other circumstances.

Uh, I didn't make it sexual in my head but like... that must have been rough for her. 

She managed to get herself detained, that would be the hard part in the matter. I find it hard to imagine the officer would be coming onto her while she was getting cuffed so I assume the complaint about their bodies making contact is a byproduct of resistance. 

While I wouldn't know the story and it's details, I find it hard to imagine the officer simply walked up and started detaining her without cause. 

She thinks most forms of sexual pleasure is somehow abusing women, so... yeah, that's her metric. 

If you recall she used to post nudes on here.

That being said, being cuffed, while I might find it hot, is not inherently sexual by design. That's more about authority, loss of freedom, not anything about breeding. 

 I wouldn't like being cuffed even if a partner wanted to show me a good time. Stuff like that isn't for everyone. 

One ex I had, long ago in my late teens when getting laid was everything. She was a friend of a friend who wanted this, she came to the house, tied my arms to the bed frame, and poured nuked honey on my torso and licked it off. I wasn't a fan of any of that.

Then again, when I think about it. If I were cuffed and, let's say, got lucky, it would have to be done unexpectedly by a fantasy person, like my grade 10 English teacher who is someone I wanted the forbidden sex with. Just being in her presence alone would max out my wood so yeah, back then if she locked me down and began extracting my semen I would NOT complain.