ad feeling like it would be a one sided attempt at genuine connection- since from my perspective soo far millenials tend to see genuine connection as emotional vulnerability as threats and mock authenticity instead of appreciating honest expression of feelings, aand the nihilism stuff feels unecessarily draining, like why waste your time on pedestalizing nothingness and lack of meaning and feeling depressed and worthless ?? how am I supposed to respond to that when I do not respect that way of dealing with life's struggles and I see that as cowardly
just face my own self hate and loneliness and give up on trying to connect with my millennial peers for the most part ?? like y,all DRAIN THE LIFE out of conversations most of the time, and I feel resentful towards that to be honest. like fuck y'all. aand I feel soo angry that I wasted soo much of my youth trying to connect with y'all without really knowing better until after having most of the fucking life drained out of my mind and body
just joking
just joking
