So here’s the tea. I got a shelf. I wasn’t really excited about it. Furniture, whatever.
But then i realized i can put all of my makeup on it for the time being while waiting for my vanity to come
and now it’s going to be the happiest place on earth, but on a shelf in my house
I’ve always wanted one of these style shelves so, my shelf dreams are coming true.
Now i just have to put it together but here’s the tea.
I don’t have any tools so i have to go get some
and here’s the rest of the tea, i don’t know what I’m doing at all.
So this will be a fun adventure.
It is time sensitive because I’m tidying up my space once again, for some air bnber’s to come live here, and i will take their monies and profit much greatly : )
also another life update.
I got hired. Didn’t mention that anywhere but yeah this is exciting because it’s full time, it’s a professional setting like a long term, like “life long” kind of adventure type of job. Not just a “hey i’ll Stock milk in ur grocery store for 8.50 and hour” kind of job.
So i’m Excited to be working professionally with my creative abilities?
I still love health care but I’m taking a detour from that for a moment just because, I need monies.
And this is also a really good thing for me because reasons lots of reasons so yeah.
Ok.
Also mental health update, piggy backing off the last thread i made titled that. I said i thought i might be ocd and thats whats causing my panic attacks but.
Then i read this book about c-ptsd and how people with that are often misdiagnosed ocd among many other things i’ve Been misdiagnosed with so..... yeah it’s probably just that.
As long as i take my meds I’m able to manage it pretty fine but yeah without those I’m screwed unfortunately.
I really didnt want to take them anymore because they make me sleepy but i just dont have another option right now.
Still going to get a second opinion from a diff psychiatrist to see if there is a better med option for me but yeah.
And that’s it.
Bye
