Yes. Yes. I had a little crush on you but I tried to hide it. I have alyxathimia (common in autism idk Google it it's a thing my psychiatrist wrote it on a sticky note for me because he thinks I have it) and I wasn't even aware I liked you everyone else was aware before me. 

But I never tried to do anything with it back then, and I never tried to come onto you! I didn't even know I liked you 

At first 

Then eventually a part of me knew and I was really embarrassed 

But that wasn't even my main crush, I had multiple crushes I also liked the English teacher but my biggest crush was on Lauren 

But you started telling people I was saying creepy shit to you after I went to the hospital! You used my crush to exaggerate my behavior to people and discredit me and falsely accuse me and that is not cool! 

And I thought you didn't even know I liked you! 

More than anything else I just saw you as my mentor! I just wanted a mentor and yes I happened to think you were cute. Ok? So what. 

But THIS. this shit fest this entire thing 

Has everything to do with the lies you told me and nothing to do with me feeling that way 

I find qualities in a lot of people I end up thinking a lot of people are cute is that a crime? It's not like I wanted to fucking ride you or anything dude I just liked you I wasn't making any plans around it in fact I hoped eventually it would go away. 

Imagine how I felt after I almost fucking died hearing about those nasty rumors you made up about me to cover your own ass because you wanted to hide that your emotionally disregulated verbally abusive yelling and compulsive lying and manipulating triggered me into a straight up suicide attempt 

I mean 

Sapphire told me what you told her 

Sapphire told me everything. 

I already know about the shit you said about me 

 

I just had a thing for cute socially awkward cynical nerds and that was you 🤷‍♀️

But for the record 

 

The English teacher? She was hotter. 

Yes you and I both had a crush on the same English teacher lol 

I know you noticed she was cute I did too 

Of course she was married tho someone already bagged that lol