It looked so much like the institution, the mental hospital did
I called you because I wanted to hear the familiar voice I trusted
I was just scared
I just wanted to talk damnit
But you abandoned me in that place
You try to say you'd see me when I came.back
But you actively spread rumors and lied and did shit that hurt my reputation and affected my ability to return
And you knew damn well health and wellness may never let me return and they didn't
You knew damn well that might be the last time you ever speak to me
I just wanted to hear you tell me everything was going to be ok and that I was safe
I just wanted someone I trusted to help me know I was safe
Even though I was somewhere that brought back so many memories of the past because the ward looked just like the institution
And they had solitary confinement too
And I had to sit in solitary confinement at one point
And I was terrified because of that
And I just wanted to hear from you because I was scared