Was trying to hide it. Didn't want people to think I was some crazy bum on the street.
Started imagining I was being followed and broke out into a run. Ended up in the library.
I felt safe in there.
But then the librarian who knew me asked me if I wanted any more American girl books and I freaked out because her face looked like my old teacher Barrows (hallucination)
"Oh my god it's you- I don't want to see you how are you here? No I don't want to see you-" ran into the bathroom
I later explained to her that I'm just mentally ill and thought she was someone else. She understood.
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