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I had to train to hold eye contact when I was 18. I just randomly stared at people like a psycho and smiled. After a while it gets less uncomfortable, when you dont care about what people think.

Im not autistic, but I used to play video games all day with zero human contact.

Jada said: 

I had to train to hold eye contact when I was 18. I just randomly stared at people like a psycho and smiled. After a while it gets less uncomfortable, when you dont care about what people think.

Im not autistic, but I used to play video games all day with zero human contact.

 Threw in a fun fact 

Jada said: 

Im not autistic

Correction: You have never in a diagnostic situation been given an autistic label. 

Your struggles with empathy and at times even sympathy often grant me many questions, but I'd sooner attribute it to some sort of hyperactivity. That being said, if I were to take your words at face value it translates as spectrum talk. 

On topic, eye contact challenges me a lot. My natural tendency is to try to avoid it, but if they notice and challenge me to keep looking it's kind of sexy. 

I met someone who orgasmed from an eye contact challenge, in public. She ended up giving a friendly pummeling in public while I was laughing at how unexpected it was. 

I still don't see how people misconstrue me as if I'm confident, it's fucking weird. 

Idk how to respond to whatever tf tc just said but can we all agree that jada is probably autistic?

Delora said: 

Idk how to respond to whatever tf tc just said but can we all agree that jada is probably autistic?

His logic is that he was never formally diagnosed with it, which is a cope I've seen a lot of people who've never sought diagnosis try to lean on. If I had never been diagnosed, I too would be disorderless. 

I still think he's moreso a victim of hyperactivity dulling the responses to people, rather than a complete absence of it's perception. He responds like people on a bunch of Speed tend to. 

Delora said: 

Idk how to respond to whatever tf tc just said but can we all agree that jada is probably autistic?

I suspect it of a lot of people but most people unlike me are ashamed by it and hold one or two stereotypes. There was never a civil rights momentum where some percent of people found racism gross which never happened for autistic people. If you look at the crazy stereotypes in the past it's not so different from stereotypes in the present. I had people pissed off I didn't want to socially partake so they started accussing and name calling but it's proven to be twice as likely for a normal person to assault or steal than an autistic person who's more likely to live passively or busy than mess with people. People will forgive a thief but not someone who wouldn't take from them.