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The new college classes I signed up for.


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Math. Ecology. Ethnobotany. And introduction to drawing.

I already know how to draw so 

 

Easy A so.i can focus on my other classes more.

 My girlfriend/partner likes to draw too. 

Anyway

 These will be my first in person classes at a community college. 

I'm kind of scared. I'm not going to trust any of my teachers and keep my guard up. I'll never ask for help. I could get hurt

I'll do it all on my own 

My future depends on my choice and how I see my teachers.

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last edit on 6/27/2026 9:47:09 AM
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Delora said: 

My future depends on my choice and how I see my teachers.

That self awareness is good, but I think you will put it in service of justifying your desire not to follow through, possibly.  However you frame it, you should also be more objective.  Is everyone terrible and malicious?  No.  Will everyone disappoint you or piss you off?  100% certainty at some point.  Everyone's selfish and working through a swath of their own background noise, of which other people come in and out from.

I'm pretty sure you know this and you're venting.  I haven't found the cure-all for cynicism either.

Thrall to the Wire of Self-Excited Circuit.
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Get hooked up with Disability Services for shit like double testing time. 

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