Nobody cares about your mental illness no matter how much suffering you can extrapolate from the English language. There is no combination of words that will make another human being care about you in the way that you attempt. Anguish is just another form of existence and it is meant to co-exist with the positive aspects of life. Again, pleads for aid and raising the proverbial hand above the water will yield nothing more than satirical nonsense. That's just the way it is. I will say this however, during my vacation I managed just fine because I didn't depend on other people to validate my existence. How do you know if you exist?
This is projecting. Youre the most vain person on the forum, you made an entire fake persona so that people would judge you positively. Most of us dont have this issue
It's just a fact that suffering doesn't arouse people. Solitude anguish animosity all of it is looked down upon. My point is that nobody cares about your issues simple as. This reply isn't meant to be some building block of my digital persona.