I'm a wanderer. I came here for fun, joined in and learnt people's life stories and lore and whatnot.
Got entangled in it, end ended up a character from an observer as well.
This entire experience didn't mean much to me, coming from a sheltered background, and seeing people having actual struggles. They were more free than I was in my eyes at least. They were ALIVE, while I was DEAD.
6-7-ish years later, the stories the drama, the life, simply is stale. It is what it is, people moved on, people built lives, people advanced.
I met people running pedo cults, I met people being abused and homeless, I met drug addicts, and met people that ran away from a terrible fate and built a life for themselves. Scammers and drug dealers and criminals, all in all, what I noticed was an overall feeling of hurt and betrayal by society.
I could talk about my interactions with members of this forum, their secrets, their private fears and traumas, but that would be crass.
Instead I will say this:
Nothing good can be found here. Nothing noble, nothing genuine. All you can benefit from this is a broadening of your horizon and maybe a confrontation with your dark side. And it may come at a greater cost than you expect. If you find yourself here, know that you are not okay mentally. Seek help, and seek connection. This is my advice for you that might seem stupid. You're looking for proof of your own failings being justified by some fault in yourself rather than focusing on being better.
Peace niggas
Hate and misery xoxo