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Dragoonback said: 

I'm glad you don't take things too personally.

I take some things personally, like when I put in honest effort and it gets tossed aside. Calling me aloof? Im mainly curious, because its not how I see myself.

I tend to wax my vocabulary (no matter how poor it is) but also reveal my own thoughts at the same time.

Everyone does.

I do think the posts about people being inauthentic/fake/personified along other expectations/disappointments does make both you and friedrich seem both similar and a bit aloof to me, although still operating with a good center of logic.

I take back some of what I said after Tryptamines post. However, yes, I would claim some people here are not authentic to their true selves. 

And the point about people being personified here, isn't exactly wrong, but I think interacting with/commenting on the internet, innately personifies people at least to some small extent. 

Id say to a large extent. However, the reason I made the thread is more that I wanted to share my excitement about the polymath community and related ideas, which Spatial unfortunately shat and trolled on because he's still angry I called him dumb like 6 months ago. 

Yeah right. 6 months ago you were all "I'm like Spatial" and I was like nope. 

I don't hold grudges the same way either. I'm more passive aggressive and only when it's called for, like if someone comes at me with the same old shit  I'll then add their current behavior to their overall assessment. 

You have that grudge against Inq and it induces magical thinking in you. "Inq was Ed and stole the username of everyone from sweden when SC 3.0 emerged. And he's evil and played us all like a fiddle."

That being said, if Inq showed up we'd watch you bite your tongue and prop yourself up with a fake composure while he'd be too big and mature for you to strike. 

Spatial Mind said: 

Yeah right. 6 months ago you were all "I'm like Spatial" and I was like nope. 

I don't hold grudges the same way either. I'm more passive aggressive and only when it's called for, like if someone comes at me with the same old shit  I'll then add their current behavior to their overall assessment. 

You have that grudge against Inq and it induces magical thinking in you. "Inq was Ed and stole the username of everyone from sweden when SC 3.0 emerged. And he's evil and played us all like a fiddle."

That being said, if Inq showed up we'd watch you bite your tongue and prop yourself up with a fake composure while he'd be too big and mature for you to strike. 

I argue that Inq is BT, so he's rather well informed about what I'm saying about him. I agree that you're super passive aggressive. 

At this point it's mostly amusing to me how much you want to get to me over something I said half a year ago, even after I tried to defuse the situation for your sake. I didn't twist the knife when you lost the train debate thing, did I? I let it go. You're so ungrateful.

Oh, and we're definitely alike. The essence of who you are is very similar to me. However, I'm also the things you want to be but cant be. Hence why I trigger you so much. Whenever you see that I'm smart, it physically aches you, which is why I have you hounding me like this. I didn't boast about it, if anything you're the one broadcasting the fact that I'm a professor in every thread and then try to dunk on everything I do.

Jada said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

Yeah right. 6 months ago you were all "I'm like Spatial" and I was like nope. 

I don't hold grudges the same way either. I'm more passive aggressive and only when it's called for, like if someone comes at me with the same old shit  I'll then add their current behavior to their overall assessment. 

You have that grudge against Inq and it induces magical thinking in you. "Inq was Ed and stole the username of everyone from sweden when SC 3.0 emerged. And he's evil and played us all like a fiddle."

That being said, if Inq showed up we'd watch you bite your tongue and prop yourself up with a fake composure while he'd be too big and mature for you to strike. 

I argue that Inq is BT, so he's rather well informed about what I'm saying about him. I agree that you're super passive aggressive. 

No one sees me as super passive aggressive, and I'm really not. You're just saying that cause I said I'm more passive aggressive.

At this point it's mostly amusing to me how much you want to get to me over something I said half a year ago, even after I tried to defuse the situation for your sake. I didn't twist the knife when you lost the train debate thing, did I? I let it go. You're so ungrateful.

Um. I don't even know what you said to me half a year ago. You said you called me dumb earlier ? I honestly don't recall that.

I don't see the train debate as a loss, as the community has already determined pulling the lever was best. Even I myself said if I were playing this with SC, I'd certainly pull the level. I also added because they are eccentric. ( you're unable to process this and it will fly over your head again so you can carry on faking my downfall )

Okay so it was settled. SC would pull the lever. 

Then comes Legga AFTER the fact. Okay Spatial let's make a simulation, you're up what will you do ? I'm like dude dice ? No I can't. As in I'm not doing this. Then you're like, "Okay so and so you're turn"

Once again I'm thinking what an awkward moron you are. At first I told Dragoon to pull the damn lever to end your gleefully moronic episode but when he declined, I was inspired and encouraged the remaining players to make it to the end and actually beat the game.

On that note BT pulled the lever, then came the obvious "You were wrong Spatial !!!" but damn Legga, I already said if I were playing with SC I'd certainly pull the damn lever. 

Now look at you, talking about twisting the knife and how I lost the train debate. Clinging onto it like it's your only victory against me. 

Also, if I had to pick teams, I wouldn't pick BT. That's the kind of cat where you hear a vause get smashed and when you look over he's on the ledge above the ruin. Inquirer is a better choice.  

Oh, and we're definitely alike. The essence of who you are is very similar to me.

Hell no. 

Guy. You transitioned and identified as a female, so you can be the little spoon in a trans relationship, and there you are cheating on your wife. Ready to leave her and your kid while cuddling in your affair. You're writing this and I'm freaking the hell out it was so disgusting with how selfish you were.

Then when you got rejected by that homewrecking faggot, Steve as you called him so he wasn't trans just you were. You all of a sudden detransitioned, and went back to your wife as if you deserve to and once again you're such a great husband with a loving family.

Even the detransition thing is cringe, and what makes it so are the people who'd actually go ahead and call you She/her. But in less than a month you're he/him again so their minds would change to fit the whole make belief that you were once a woman. 

That's just 1 of your tales.

I promise you we are not alike. You don't even have good intuition. You're heavily lacking in sense. Zero ability to piece together details, hence you arguing BT is Inq with no evidence, only assumption among other delusions,  Very unwise, very boastful with not much going on there.  

However, I'm also the things you want to be but cant be. Hence why I trigger you so much. Whenever you see that I'm smart, it physically aches you, which is why I have you hounding me like this. I didn't boast about it, if anything you're the one broadcasting the fact that I'm a professor in every thread and then try to dunk on everything I do.

 None of the above. 

Personally I think it's the other way around. Your current state of "I'm smarter than everyone, and I'm rich, and I'm like Spatial". That's all new stuff coming from you and you been around a loooong time. 

I do think you envy me. 

I never had to boast, and there are members who were like, Jesus, Tony make a fuck ton on money in Alice's trading server. That leaked out to here and landed on yours ears. Your first reaction was "Why don't you give it all to charity Spatial ? I once gave away all my money to charity, you should too !" And I'm like dude, never give loads of money to charity, if you want to do that, you have to run your own charity and see that the money is put to use properly.

Then another time you're going on about how I'm rich. Shut up man.

Now it's the new you. And you're a professor ! And you're smarter than all of us ! And you're rich ! And you;re all the things I want to be, but can't be !

I'm not going to lie, I'm highly entertained by your antics. I 100% do not think you're all that bright. At this point your whipping up conclusions, spiraling downward into delusions of "Spatial envies me" while calling yourself a scientist.

You're woke as hell with a demonstrated capacity to claim to be what you're not. Like Steve's ex girlfriend when you used to be a woman. Now all of a sudden you're a super intelligence smarter than everyone, smarter than me. But no. I'm not validating you as that as I really don't see it.  

Now look at you, talking about twisting the knife and how I lost the train debate. Clinging onto it like it's your only victory against me.

God is telling you that he's not impressed with you. I told you that so that you would wake up. Alas, you're still dreaming...

Do you WANT me to talk about the train debate thing? You copy pasted your escape clause like it was a madness mantra for you. I couldve milked it much more, but I didn't, because I figured I have better things to do than to embarrass you. Yet you're still angry about it, to the extent that you just can't help but try to find any chance you can to attack me. I chose the path of wisdom here, for your sake, don't make me regret it.

You don't even have good intuition. You're heavily lacking in sense. Zero ability to piece together details, hence you arguing BT is Inq with no evidence, only assumption among other delusions, Very unwise, very boastful with not much going on there.

Yet I appear to be smarter, more successful, and more decent than you. So what does it say about you then?

Personally I think it's the other way around. Your current state of "I'm smarter than everyone, and I'm rich, and I'm like Spatial". That's all new stuff coming from you and you been around a loooong time.

I'm quite wealthy yes, and yes I factually have significant intellectual achievements, more significant than yours. I am smart. Theres nothing new here, I've been pretty consistent. Yes, the 'Im like you' is something I said more recently. However  that much is obvious, if I was alien to you, you wouldn't be so angered by the fact that I'm smarter than you. At this point I'm mainly saying it because it has such a curious effect of riling you up. Why do you care so much about me being smarter than you?

I do think you envy me.

To some extent, I do. I occasionally wish I wasnt as smart as I am. Ignorance is a bliss. In this sense, I am envious of you, as I believe you can be happier.

Now it's the new you. And you're a professor ! And you're smarter than all of us ! And you're rich ! And you;re all the things I want to be, but can't be !

I mean, I am a professor. It's really very flattering that you dont believe me. 

I'm not going to lie, I'm highly entertained by your antics. I 100% do not think you're all that bright. At this point your whipping up conclusions, spiraling downward into delusions of "Spatial envies me" while calling yourself a scientist.

You're woke as hell with a demonstrated capacity to claim to be what you're not. Like Steve's ex girlfriend when you used to be a woman. Now all of a sudden you're a super intelligence smarter than everyone, smarter than me. But no. I'm not validating you as that as I really don't see it.

I find it very curious that you dont believe others can be what you are and more. I think you yourself may have lied about yourself. Fredrick never doubted me. He's a doctor. Alice never doubted me. Luna doesn't doubt me. It's usually people who dont have what I have that find my story so unbelievable. I'm moreso disappointed that I don't have more. I'm not at all proud of what I have.

Luna, when she was 14, read about a 6 year old who could program better than she could. She got so angry that she threw her keyboard to the wall and broke it. You remind me of her from that time.

When you dunk on my intellect and achievements, you do it because you think it will hurt me. For me, intellect and achievements are like dirty rags. I'm religious. Jesus doesnt care what I have and don't have. I believe in the intrinsic value of human beings. When you try to hurt me, the only person who is aching is really you. You are diminished as a person whenever you try to bring me down and you can't stand that I have something you don't... you tear the wound in your heart whenever you lash out, like the little man you are. 

The only person hurting here is you, Spatial. That's why your back hurts.

Jada said: 

Now look at you, talking about twisting the knife and how I lost the train debate. Clinging onto it like it's your only victory against me.

God is telling you that he's not impressed with you. I told you that so that you would wake up. Alas, you're still dreaming...

Okay transgender. The Lord does instruct us to stay away from fools. life is precious and here I am fencing with one. And look at all of threads and episodes you're having. BT is Inq !, Inq played you ! Inq stole members profiles ! Inq manipulated Luna to destroy SC ! Inq is evil ! I'm smarter than all of you !

Pure hot air. It's really not working out for you. 

Do you WANT me to talk about the train debate thing? You copy pasted your escape clause like it was a madness mantra for you. I couldve milked it much more, but I didn't, because I figured I have better things to do than to embarrass you. Yet you're still angry about it, to the extent that you just can't help but try to find any chance you can to attack me. I chose the path of wisdom here, for your sake, don't make me regret it.

The outcome was the same as I claimed it to be. And if I participated I would have pulled the lever. Instead I chose not to play your pointless simulation, didn't I ? Yes

I said I would pull the level if SC members were playing. And I repeat:  ( you're unable to process this and it will fly over your head again so you can carry on faking my downfall ) and you did it again as I predicted. 

I still stand that the game can be broken when it runs out of players as there is no default to auto kill if everyone passes.  The game simply ends. Call it a stalemate, I call it flawless. 

As it is with every game, only the best will make it to endgame. Stanley Cup, world series, Warcraft, Mario Brothers you name it. Every single sport and game and video game, and life, has an end game and only the best make it there. 

I like to win. To break the game. But with SC I wouldn't dare. Too much looser energy with no vision to EVER make it to endgame.

You don't even have good intuition. You're heavily lacking in sense. Zero ability to piece together details, hence you arguing BT is Inq with no evidence, only assumption among other delusions, Very unwise, very boastful with not much going on there.

Yet I appear to be smarter, more successful, and more decent than you. So what does it say about you then?

No. You're that thing SoulKitchen was talking about, Anonymous. Wanting others to see you a certain way. NO ONE boasts like you do. "I'm smart, i'm rich, I'm like Spatial" shut up. That's what you want people to think and see behind your avatar. You may have Dragoon and TC and maybe a few others fooled, but I see you as a very foolish man who lacks sense in many areas. 

I don't think cheating with the intent to ditch your wife and child is decent. I never thought it was decent when your lady friend in the hospital kept telling you to go away but you insisted on being the one to go see her. You were probably escorted out of there by security, or maybe some other guy showed up and told you to scram. I was like dude, does your wife even know ? And you're like "Leave my wife out of this !"

Now you think you appear smarter, more successful and more decent than I ?  It WILL surprise you, but I know you don't.

Personally I think it's the other way around. Your current state of "I'm smarter than everyone, and I'm rich, and I'm like Spatial". That's all new stuff coming from you and you been around a loooong time.

I'm quite wealthy yes, and yes I factually have significant intellectual achievements, more significant than yours. I am smart. Theres nothing new here, I've been pretty consistent. Yes, the 'Im like you' is something I said more recently. However  that much is obvious, if I was alien to you, you wouldn't be so angered by the fact that I'm smarter than you. At this point I'm mainly saying it because it has such a curious effect of riling you up. Why do you care so much about me being smarter than you?

Consistent ? No. This is the 2025 model Legga. Very different from previous versions, but still comes with a few screws loose. 

And it's not that I care if you're smarter, and I'm seriously not trying to cast insults, but I seriously don't see you as smart. I think you lack sense in many areas. It shows. It's on your sleeve. There's nothing there for me to say, yeah there's a great man. Like nothing. You're even woke. 

I do think you envy me.

To some extent, I do. I occasionally wish I wasnt as smart as I am. Ignorance is a bliss. In this sense, I am envious of you, as I believe you can be happier.

I think it would be unfortunate to be like you Legga. And I mean like you, the way I see you. It's a world of calamity.

You were once a woman, weren't you legga ? Sure you were. You could've played volleyball with the girls and scored a trophy couldn't you. 

That stuff is pretentious and causes one's environment to turn on them. ( them as in the people of non disclosed gender, not pronouns ) 

Now it's the new you. And you're a professor ! And you're smarter than all of us ! And you're rich ! And you;re all the things I want to be, but can't be !

I mean, I am a professor. It's really very flattering that you dont believe me. 

Shouldn't be flattered when you fail to display your craft.  ( Trust me this is wiser advice than what you're saying there ) 

This is what I mean when I say I don't see you as smart. 

I'm not going to lie, I'm highly entertained by your antics. I 100% do not think you're all that bright. At this point your whipping up conclusions, spiraling downward into delusions of "Spatial envies me" while calling yourself a scientist.

You're woke as hell with a demonstrated capacity to claim to be what you're not. Like Steve's ex girlfriend when you used to be a woman. Now all of a sudden you're a super intelligence smarter than everyone, smarter than me. But no. I'm not validating you as that as I really don't see it.

I find it very curious that you dont believe others can be what you are and more. I think you yourself may have lied about yourself.

It's not even important to me if you think I lied about myself or not. In 2017 there was no generative Ai. I built my supercomputers, I got that Ethereum, plenty of it. I fell down when it crashed and I put 100k into Ethereum when it was CHEAP. And I'm glad I did. I do regret letting people know about what I've done though, there are a few bad things that come with it. Aside from that it's really not important to me what you believe about me. 

Honestly though and I even have to repeat this. I don't see a high IQ in you. I think you're silly and I keep showing you why. Even that thing with Inq, is NOT, intelligent behavior. It's unevolved behaviour. The kind of behavior that brings one shame. 

One time Ed tried to do a hit piece on me, while the Kiwi's were here mingling with us. The Notorious Mr. Moon, aka Null in person was there. Ed pulled the same shit to me what you're doing to Inq, and it backfired so hard. SC members coming out, got my back and the material Ed was using against me was actually very engaging material I wrote. No sir, I never ended up on the Kiwi hit list. 

Ed was told how foolish he looked, but he couldn't see it. You don't see it either when you keep charging after Inq, like a untrained child. You lack sense. He hasn't even been here for years and you're trampling on him for what ? Delusions. 

Fredrick never doubted me. He's a doctor.

It's Friedrich, pronounced Freed. I saved his ass too among others. He respectfully thanked me for it. 

Alice never doubted me. Luna doesn't doubt me. It's usually people who dont have what I have that find my story so unbelievable. I'm moreso disappointed that I don't have more. I'm not at all proud of what I have.

They aren't the types to call out people on their bullshit unless asked. 

It's not a matter of disbelief. I'm indifferent to what you do for a living. I see you as someone who lacks sense.

Luna, when she was 14, read about a 6 year old who could program better than she could. She got so angry that she threw her keyboard to the wall and broke it. You remind me of her from that time.

Oh yes Legga ! That's it ! I'm having a tantrum ! No way you are smarter than me ! *smashes keyboard like Luna did as a teeny adolescent*

Fucking look at that guy now, he's crossdressing and is Steve's little spoon ! Oh look at him now he's trampling Inq again insisting he's BT and every swedish characters since Good's S3. Fuck how does he know !? How come I can't see it !?

When you dunk on my intellect and achievements, you do it because you think it will hurt me. For me, intellect and achievements are like dirty rags. I'm religious. Jesus doesnt care what I have and don't have. I believe in the intrinsic value of human beings. When you try to hurt me, the only person who is aching is really you. You are diminished as a person whenever you try to bring me down and you can't stand that I have something you don't... you tear the wound in your heart whenever you lash out, like the little man you are. 

The only person hurting here is you, Spatial. That's why your back hurts.

 I don't dunk on other people's intellect and achievements and never have. 

Pay attention....

That's what you do. 

I don't run around saying, I'm smarter, or richer, or better, you're jealous. However when I see a foolish person carry on about those things, I'll have something to say. You also expose yourself as being less intelligent in many ways. For starters an intellectual won't strive for validation. That stuff is for posers. 

A real intellectual lets their actions speak for itself. They let others be the judge. If they truly are an intellectual, they'll be recognized as one. When it comes to me, you really seem to want to force that belief in me that you are as you claim, in every way smarter than I. But guy, are my reasons not valid ? They certainly are.

What I do think is happening here. I'm actually smarter than you, and you don't want to recognize that. "Oh how can that be, I finished Uni and I'm a scientist and I have this paper and these achievements !: Trust me when I say, none of that matters. 

Your performance here is that of someone having a bad episode. You still have a lot of growing up to do. 

Also God doesn't like conceit, as it's a terrible form of pride. Only bad forms of pride are a sin, that's one of them. The reason for it is it leads one astray. You think you know all about Inq for example. That BT is him. All assumption. With that I'll say, if you see me do something, don't try to do it. You'll only fall flat on your face, then spiral out and why ? You're conceited. Makes you want to be seen as right above being right.  

The outcome was the same as I claimed it to be. And if I participated I would have pulled the lever. Instead I chose not to play your pointless simulation, didn't I ? Yes

Your position was idiotic, sorry to say that, and the experiment demonstrated it. We could run the experiment on another forum and it'd have the same result, or worse. You added those escape clauses after the fact, and you yourself passed on pulling the lever until you realized you fucked up lol.

Your idea was to keep doubling body counts to save lives, but your idea in worst case scenario leads to the extinction of humanity. That's the funniest, dumbest thing I've heard in a long time, no offense, its like something from that movie idiocracy. You really are a harmful idiot. I wouldn't say that if you weren't so proud and didn't actively seek to diminish me intellectually.

Okay transgender.

Im not transgender, and have never been.

You may have Dragoon and TC and maybe a few others fooled, but I see you as a very foolish man who lacks sense in many areas.

You lost all credibility after you advocated to keep doubling the kill count to save lives, not as a joke, but seriously. At first I thought you were joking. I should find that thread for the lols. 

Shouldn't be flattered when you fail to display your craft. 

I should, you dont believe my achievements. What ive done is so unbelievable to you, that you think I'm lying. It's hugely flattering. Ill be celebrating my 100th scientific publication not too far into the future. In the meantime, you stand there in disbelief, seething over the fact that I'm smarter than you, all the while claiming I'm an idiot while doing nothing to show any intellectual achievements from yourself - except that thought experiment topic where you were an intellectual train wreck, no pun intended. It's comical. 

Oh yes Legga ! That's it ! I'm having a tantrum ! No way you are smarter than me ! *smashes keyboard like Luna did as a teeny adolescent*

I mean that's how you come across, no offense. Look at this conversation we're having. You're so keen to make me feel ashamed of my intellect.

It's not even important to me if you think I lied about myself or not.

I couldn't care less if you lied about yourself either. I don't spend every waking moment seething over what other people have.

For starters an intellectual won't strive for validation. That stuff is for posers.

I dont seek validation. Its more that I'm stating the truth as a matter of fact. I am smart. You're really much more obsessed with my achievements than I am. 

At this point you've diminished yourself into a petty troll. Its truly sad to see. I had higher hopes for you Spatial.