Can't remember which thread it was, but we were talking about this and you wanted to see it again. It's a lot shorter than I remember. I was in enduring some serious cope when I made it. Totally fucked up emotionally and sober. Sadness beyond belief. I'm trying to stress it like there's no words for it >>>>> I was so fucking sad.
It's funny how I said "I'll be the best version of myself yet" which ended up spreading around the world with spinoffs like "Better Version of Yourself". I totally invented that phrase, which has been used up and killed by positive speakers since.
I was able to find this post from this archive which was most likely created by Nathan the Transexual with a pink ribbon tied to his penis with a splash of perfume in and around he/him/his anus.
https://web.archive.org/web/20141215112110/http://forum.2298483.n4.nabble.com/
Some of the threads take awhile to open, and it isn't the whole thing.
You may remember this forum gave us the ability to nuke all of our posts, which somebody, Elli, did, though we can see you speaking if quoted.
That forum was cool and mean which made the nice times very nice.
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You know what's funny ? That tense muscle beside the left shoulder blade in the 2nd sentence, it transformed into a real life bullshit detector, and it goes nuts around low vibrational energies from people who do bullshit things and it's gotten me out of jams. The reason why I listen to it is because it's quite painful at various levels when it's triggered. It's basically an intense motivation to escape danger and it works so well God must've ordered it.
The bullshit detector is placed where I cannot reach it by hand, otherwise I can sooth it by leaning on a corner and pressing on it, or if I take a cylinder shaped object and grind down on it, the relief is better than sex. But again, I cannot easily reach it so when it goes off, I'm more inclined to ditch the scene or else I'll have to silence the aggressor who in fact is physically hurting me in an empathic manner.
I still talk about it but no one really believes it's there. The other day I brought it up to Legga. Told him it's a bullshit detector and it's between my left shoulder blade and spine. He said I should have it removed, which to me specifically is a signature, or a signal of additional data. The interesting part though, He went on with his low vibrational feedback, then out of that comes his alignment with some of my adversaries, and now he's calling me a chicken and being dismissive of the things I say and claiming I did him wrong when really I just told him I don't see him as an intellectual. And I know I look like a dick, but you see the bullshit detector is cringing out at him, so I have to rough him up or leave.
Now I'm not complaining, but his whole wanting to measure dicks, attack my status, belittle my success and intelligence, that's the kind of stuff that affirms my intuitive shit detector because those type of behaviors are his defenses which cannot come from higher vibrations. Yes calling out his bullshit seems like it was I who lowered his vibration, but in essence I flashed a mirror at him and the truth comes spilling out in ways only the wise can see. Otherwise it just looks like he's defending himself from a tyrant.
Yeah these additional paragraphs are a bit extra. I figured it was a perfect time to write about it cause I talked about this thing consistently for 12 years as mentioned in the screenshot.
