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I hate myself


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it is not possible to do evil deeds and not have it impact my self esteem. There is a severe degree of pain I cause to people and myself due to my own broken patterns, breaking through the people instead of my traumas… 

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if you cant be happy alone by yourself in the woods, then you have some work to do.... by yourself... alone... in the woods......

 

cuz its between you and god, so stop involving other people in your happiness

last edit on 7/27/2025 5:54:33 PM
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it is not possible to do evil deeds and not have it impact my self esteem. There is a severe degree of pain I cause to people and myself due to my own broken patterns, breaking through the people instead of my traumas… 

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if you cant be happy alone by yourself in the woods, then you have some work to do.... by yourself... alone... in the woods......

 

cuz its between you and god, so stop involving other people in your happiness

 I grew up an only child and yet I have a great deal of trouble being alone. Anything I have done in order to screw up my life when I was doing well by external markers of success was to avoid being alone, I think. I sometimes think on what I could have accomplished if I had no fear of being alone: would I have finished professional school, and some others are okay with being alone and become concert pianists, for example.

last edit on 7/27/2025 11:20:19 PM
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lol I didnt realize I made a typo this was supposed to say an “only” child and I wrote an old child 

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if you cant be happy alone by yourself in the woods, then you have some work to do.... by yourself... alone... in the woods......

cuz its between you and god, so stop involving other people in your happiness

 I grew up an only child and yet I have a great deal of trouble being alone.

I'd think that would be an independent variable from loneliness. I mean I was an only child and yet our struggles sound pretty different from one another. 

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it is not possible to do evil deeds and not have it impact my self esteem. There is a severe degree of pain I cause to people and myself due to my own broken patterns, breaking through the people instead of my traumas… 

 Has anyone else become numb to self opinion or is that security I can't tell. I don't have an opinion of myself because I just am. I am just a processor with opinions.

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it is not possible to do evil deeds and not have it impact my self esteem. There is a severe degree of pain I cause to people and myself due to my own broken patterns, breaking through the people instead of my traumas… 

 I'd hate myself too if I kept hurting myself and others.

Why don't you stop being evil if it makes you uncomfortable ? 

 

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it is not possible to do evil deeds and not have it impact my self esteem. There is a severe degree of pain I cause to people and myself due to my own broken patterns, breaking through the people instead of my traumas… 

 I'd hate myself too if I kept hurting myself and others.

Why don't you stop being evil if it makes you uncomfortable ? 

 

 Because I also like doing it I just feel bad afterwards 

also being real is scary

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it is not possible to do evil deeds and not have it impact my self esteem. There is a severe degree of pain I cause to people and myself due to my own broken patterns, breaking through the people instead of my traumas… 

 I'd hate myself too if I kept hurting myself and others.

Why don't you stop being evil if it makes you uncomfortable ? 

 

 Because I also like doing it I just feel bad afterwards 

also being real is scary

 Why don’t you answerr me Spatial Mind 

 

@spatial_mind

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