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01:41 Matrix: Fyi I’m not challengeseeker I’m matrix. Negativity was my old pseudonym but I was a retarded teenager back then. Anybow
01:41 Matrix: Anyhow
01:41 Matrix: Jim is a worthless piece of shit human
01:42 Matrix: Pedophile, mind corrupter and some random romanian criminal scammer
01:42 Matrix: The site worships him as some god but forget to realize that jim is quite literally some random romanian with a fuced up criminal mind because he grew up in a shithole probably being raped and abuse from a young age
01:43 Matrix: Common in countries afflicted with poverty that have poor moral conditioning and poor communal attributes
01:44 Matrix: What do you get? A sicked depraved lonely isolated individual who seeks to enact the same amount of dominance he was inflicted with from a young age because he feels that he is owed it.
01:45 Matrix: And then you get into the dynamics of money, power and power is related to sex because invading someones bodily autonomy without consent is the highest form of power they can grab in any moment
01:46 Matrix: It’s not about sex it’s about the enjoyment of power a person feels invading someones bodily autonomy. It has aboslutely nothing to do with sex
01:46 Matrix: If it was about sex they would visit a prostitute or local whores or get a girlfriend
01:47 Matrix: That’s what retards don’t understand. It has absolutely nothing to do with sexual pleasure
01:47 Matrix: The pleasure is derived from the enactment of dominance not from sex.
01:47 Matrix: You can get sexual gratification sniffing lines of cocaine and watching pornography
01:48 Theholyspirit: Clsp gour bands if youbare happy
01:48 Theholyspirit: Clap your hands if you want to be happy
01:48 Matrix: Rape is not about sex
01:48 Theholyspirit: Clap your hands if you want to feel pain
01:48 Matrix: Rape has never been about sex
01:48 Matrix: The pleasure felt from rape is the pleasure they get from feeling dominance not sex
01:49 Matrix: The world centres dominance
01:49 Matrix: It’s all about domination
01:49 Matrix: Power control
01:49 Matrix: Possession
01:50 Matrix: It’s all about getting what the ego wants
01:50 Matrix: And the ego demands power, control and possession
01:50 Matrix: And when those ego demands are nit met the ego generates anger, violence, hatred
01:51 Matrix: And of course if the person is a good person and acts in his ego then what comes after is regret, remorse, shame, guilt
01:51 Matrix: Like the narcissistic non psychopath vs the psychopath
01:52 Matrix: The narcissist acts on his ego but afterwards experiences guilt, shame and remorse
01:52 Matrix: The psychopath in the other hand doesn’t experience any of that and will proudly gloat a smirk on his face after the fact even if they are caught
01:53 Theholyspirit: I have aspergers, adhd, ocd, odd in no particular order but psychopath and sociopath tests and chatgpt analysing my chat says i am a psychopath that is high functioning
01:53 Theholyspirit: My dad is autism incarnate and my mum was psychopathic
01:53 Matrix: Narcissism is the causation for bpd
01:53 Theholyspirit: So biologically you can offically diagnose me as a narcissist bare minimin
01:54 Matrix: BPD is when narcissism has evolved into something far greater resulting in emotional turmoil due to acting on ego based desires
01:54 Matrix: And facing the regret from the consequences and the remorse and guilt for the suffering they uave committed
01:55 Matrix: But that’s just one of the millions of models of BPD
01:55 Matrix: BPD is a super complicated personality disorder
01:55 Matrix: A disturbing personality disorder but nevertheless it’s a very fucked up demonic personality disorder to have
01:56 Matrix: If you see how BPD sufferers go through life you would empathize but when you look at their past history especially the men in particular you’d notice they have committed horrible actions things they can’t forgive themselves for
01:56 Matrix: Because they betrayed themselves in pursuit to feed ego based desires
01:57 Matrix: Like loading a gun pointing it forward but the only person you was pointing it at in the end was yourself in the mirror
01:58 Matrix: They betrayed themselves to feed desires and felt the consequences emotionally and mentally and can’t move forward because too much guilt, too much shame too much remorse too much regret filled their minds and they found no outlet or no self forgiveness
01:58 Matrix: But psychopaths are impervious to this shit
01:58 Matrix: Psychopaths do not give a holy fuck one single bit
01:59 Matrix: A true psychopath will not give the slightest fuck at all for what they do to other people or for what they do to themselves
01:59 Matrix: Magical ability? Or a mental disorder that needs treatment?
02:01 Matrix: Weird to think that what might emotionally disturb 99% of people a psychopath will be completely unfazed. Also more weird to think that serious acts of violence a psychopath commits or experiences themselves is just a walk in the park
02:01 Matrix: Not to say that people who don’t find emotionally disturbing things not disturbing because everyone has their own tolerance levels
02:01 Matrix: But psychopaths can tolerate it towards u realistic extremes
02:02 Matrix: Something you’d inly see in a movie or a video game
02:03 Matrix: There is no true self preservation and there is no true empathetic connection towards human beings
02:03 Matrix: You could say that psychopaths might be real life demon spawns
02:04 Matrix: Sociopaths are similar but their more condition from belief systems, culture, environment, thinking patterns ect
02:04 Matrix: But sociopaths lack the typical neurology a psychopath possess which allows for disturbing levels of tolerance towards complete deprivation
02:05 Matrix: There might be neurological factors from development or drug use or something else. But it will never be as profound as a psychopaths
02:06 Matrix: A true psychopath. A pure through and through psychopath not just psychopathic traits or whatever.
02:12 Matrix: If you had to say what is worse a BPD or a psychopath?
02:12 Matrix: Then it is 100% a BPD why?
02:13 Matrix: BPD’s are completely unpredictable they are easily and readily controlled by emotions such as anger and rage
02:13 Matrix: You’re more likely to face a serious assault frkm a BPD than a psychopath unless the psychopath is also sadistic
02:13 Matrix: But most sadistic psychopaths end up in prison for the rest of their life unless it’s tempered
02:14 Matrix: The danger from an extreme BPD. Is that they can become emotionally aggravated out of nowhere. Sooner or later they begin to dwell upon paranoid rumination’s making accusations against you
02:15 Matrix: They questions you and you don’t rise to it but that doesn’t work and they become even more emotionally volatile sooner it escalates into more and more paranoia and the accusations then become prove that you are guilty
02:15 Matrix: The emotions rise and the paranoia becomes reality
02:15 Matrix: Then the next moment you’re faced with an avalanche of extreme violence leading you to a hospital
02:15 Matrix: The same is with sociopaths or psycbopaths
02:16 Matrix: But in those situations it becomes more about control or dominance
02:16 Matrix: Not emotional volatility or unpredictability
02:16 Matrix: Although a psychopath might act this way in order to intimidate it’s not genuine unpredictability
02:16 Matrix: Unless they are also psychotic ontop of psychopathic
02:17 Theholyspirit: Do you seriously think anyone is reading all of that
02:17 Theholyspirit: Make a post about it because this chat is temporary
02:17 Matrix: Idrc
Exodus 23:21 John 14:26 Mark 3:29 Matthew 12:31 matthew 7:7 holy holy holy is the lord of hosts (Evil psychopath according to bible warnings)
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Matrix said:
02:17 Matrix: Idrc
02:18 Matrix: But to say the least I’d rather be in a room with a psychopath but befriend a bpd and keep him/her at arms length
02:18 Matrix: And divorce the psychopath as a stranger or someone I can admire at a distance
02:19 Matrix: Both are toxic
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02:20 Theholyspirit: Too much dmt m8
02:20 Matrix: But short term I’d much rather be in a room with a psychopathic. A BPD can literally explode with absolutely no reason at all
02:20 Theholyspirit: You’re going to fry your brain
02:20 Matrix: Nah I’m talking psychology
02:20 Matrix: This site is called sociopathcommunity after all
02:21 Matrix: I’ve been in relationships with BPD’s
02:21 Theholyspirit: Definitely do sleep deprivation+mediative prayer+fastinf+lsd+mushrooms+thc at the same time that will complete the process of frying your brain to foliation
02:21 Matrix: I’ve been in psychwards with bpd’s forensic psychwards
02:21 Matrix: They are the most disturbing people you can ever meet
02:21 Matrix: I was in a forensic psychward for a couple of months not going to say why
02:22 Matrix: But I did meet 2 BPD’s and they were nightmares from fucking hell
02:22 Matrix: The stuff they told me and the way they acted completely erased any innocence I had left inside me
02:22 Theholyspirit: Dude this is hell
02:22 Theholyspirit: You’re in a revelations 21:1 loop
02:23 Matrix: And I’ve been to prison and all it took was 2 BPD’s in a forensic psychward to shatter all my innocence
02:23 Theholyspirit: I would of thought the dmt demon in the sky of the other hell dimension would of shattered your innocense but 2 retards in a room=completely shattered instead
Exodus 23:21 John 14:26 Mark 3:29 Matthew 12:31 matthew 7:7 holy holy holy is the lord of hosts (Evil psychopath according to bible warnings)
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Not schizophrenic. It’s observational and analytical. No more schizophrenic than the shit you type. Faggot.

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Matrix said: 

Not schizophrenic. It’s observational and analytical. No more schizophrenic than the shit you type. Faggot.

 

 

Dmt abuse said:
02:25 Theholyspirit: 2 retards in a room
02:25 Matrix: They told me more about the wicked part of life anyone else could’ve ever taught me
02:25 Theholyspirit: Try 20 instead and name it a school called kamaruka with retarded principle and his son tormenting gou inbetween choices while doing endless maths and english for nonsensical reasons
02:25 Matrix: Seriously fucked up and obscene shit
02:25 Matrix: Something only satan would say himself
02:26 Matrix: And I think about alot of fucked up and obscene shit
02:26 Matrix: But their self harming behaviors if you witnessed it first hand
02:26 Theholyspirit: https://kamaruka.vic.edu.au/
02:26 Matrix: You would realize this isn’t just anything ordinary. One guy literally told me he stuck an icepick through his testicles
02:26 Theholyspirit: I went rhrough the gauntlet at birth being bashed in the head then funneled through the bullying system then sent to kamaruka
02:26 Theholyspirit: Mental hospitals is just some prison it isn’t a torture chamber
02:26 Matrix: And showed me his testicle where he stuck the ice pick into
02:27 Theholyspirit: When i was 5 and the other mids were 5
02:27 Matrix: I’ve seen gore videos but I never met anyone who did that up until that point
02:27 Matrix: Like why would you stick a fucking ice pick through your testicle
02:27 Theholyspirit: Random girls in class ar watsonia heights showed their vaginas and i was going to report them but all i said was “kids hiding over there”
02:27 Theholyspirit: Teacher starts yelling at them to stop hiding
02:28 Theholyspirit: I didnt say the part where they showed vaginas
02:28 Theholyspirit: Then i got expelled later on for tripping over a chair and kneeing a girl accidentally in teeth
02:28 Theholyspirit: Same class maths class i was 5
02:29 Theholyspirit: The retarded mother tried to claim bullshit and the girl tried to claim extra bullshit clsiming i was able to do a flying round house kick into her face intentionally while tripping over a chair
02:29 Matrix: People are so fucking sensitive when it comes to women
02:29 Theholyspirit: While 5 years old
02:29 Matrix: A women can deal woth pain the same way a man can
02:29 Theholyspirit: Her teeth fell out
02:30 Theholyspirit: I fell over a chair she had not pushed in
02:30 Matrix: Have you ever thought that you’re just being sexist as fuck and being over protective because you want to possess and control like the maggot minded fuck you are?
02:30 Matrix: Yes let me just punish a male who did xyz to a woman but not punish him when he does it to a male
02:31 Matrix: Because I’m a worthless faggot loser that needs to feel like a man and maybe I can get something out of this(pussy£
02:31 Matrix: Less about the woman more about their desires
02:31 Matrix: Women are just as capable dealing with pain as a man can
02:31 Matrix: We live in a society not in a jungle without laws
02:32 Matrix: Women don’t need men to act violently because another male asserted his boundaries the same way he would do it to someone of the same sex
02:32 Matrix: Christian type protective thinking. The actions of upping your own social status in light of your own ego desires being full filled not because you genuinely wanted that woman to be safe
02:33 Matrix: And people say that jesus is great but forget that the bible literally promotes narcissistic sociopathy on a broad scale
02:34 Matrix: Using complex interpretations from the bible to promote their own superiority whilst also feeding their own ego based desires
02:34 Matrix: Kind of like how a tribe works.
02:34 Matrix: All petty feudal narcissism. Masked as heroism.
02:35 Matrix: These are the people that truly deserve a bullet to the brain
02:36 Matrix: Nothing gets more cowardly than hiding your actions behind moral superiority when in reality it’s unconsciously your mind trying to selfishly feed your ego based desires whilst also projecting forth an image of righteousness
02:36 Matrix: A tactical manipulation ingrained into your head since a child to get your way in this world whilst also trying to make it as undetectable as possible because people don’t bring it forward into their conscious awareness
02:37 Matrix: Because if people did bring it into their conscious awareness then they’d understand that much of society is a fucked up lie and half of the people that live in it deserve to be tortured to death and have their corpses desecrated
02:39 Matrix: And maybe then they’d also understand that they are also apart of the problem and should just kill themselves to free up space for the true righteous that suffered against the evil demonic preachers of false righteousness
02:40 Matrix: False righteousness a pretence that came from judaism and stayed in the bible and the Quran.
02:42 Matrix: The only true people that deserved to stay alive in the first place were the ones that saw and the ones that refused and the ones that stabbed the false preachers of righteousness straight into the heart
02:43 Matrix: Ridding the world of that ugly cowardice. Cowardice that caused lost lives, lost finances, lost love lost everything.
02:43 Matrix: But a coward never owns anything as it for the brave that control them and always have. And satan is a roaring lion. And the coward bows his head to the lion that roars the loudest
02:44 Matrix: A roaring lion looking for someone to devour
02:45 Matrix: And what does satan want? He wants control over your mind. He wants to cash himself into this world. The very same privilege he was denied from the start
02:45 Matrix: And he will do anything to get his hands on humanity again
02:46 Matrix: But let me say something. Satan is at least honest and still stands above the false preachers of righteousness the true cowardly scum of this earth
02:46 Matrix: Lies to themselves and others
02:47 Matrix: People would rather keep people cowardly and live in a facade of a righteous world
02:47 Matrix: When the truth comes doen to it. The same ugly, the same evil still happens because it’s always the false preacher of righteousness who lies to themselves and others
02:47 Matrix: That continue to exist in this world
02:48 Matrix: Who make targets of people who they inow they can elevate their righteous status. Not fully understanding that the people they target are infact the true righteous
02:48 Matrix: Because true righteousness is never just a simple path of pick and choose
02:49 Matrix: It’s complex, it involves analyses and it involves thought much like a court case
02:49 Matrix: These cowards are easily erased from this world
02:49 Matrix: But they come in big numbers because false righteousness promises an easy life
02:50 Matrix: Much like zombies these cowards should just be erased like cattle
02:51 Matrix: They are not evil in traditional sense. But they are cowardly which is a sin and which means they are controlled by some type of evil. Namely old judaic codes used in old societies for fostering wealth which spread into normal everyday society.
02:52 Matrix: Not in form of strictly fostering wealth but fostering an easy life to grab for themselves whilst depriving another person of their own life.
02:53 Matrix: I’m not a blind anti semitic ape. But I do know that judaism does preach alot of evil. And with christianity and islam they do take after judaic religion. Which means no matter they do they will always be influenced by some aspect of judaism
02:54 Matrix: And many people have unconsciously picked out cowardly judaic wisdom from talmud that influenced society through wealth that has i jured the righteous man
02:54 Matrix: Fuck judaism
02:55 Matrix: Jews as a whole are not evil
02:55 Matrix: But the talmud is pretty god damn fucking evil
02:55 Matrix: To hell with them
05:02 Theholyspirit: Nigga heil adolf pray to jesus
05:02 Theholyspirit: Right matrix?

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Exodus 23:21 John 14:26 Mark 3:29 Matthew 12:31 matthew 7:7 holy holy holy is the lord of hosts (Evil psychopath according to bible warnings)
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