Matrix said:01:41 Matrix: Fyi I’m not challengeseeker I’m matrix. Negativity was my old pseudonym but I was a retarded teenager back then. Anybow
01:41 Matrix: Anyhow
01:41 Matrix: Jim is a worthless piece of shit human
01:42 Matrix: Pedophile, mind corrupter and some random romanian criminal scammer
01:42 Matrix: The site worships him as some god but forget to realize that jim is quite literally some random romanian with a fuced up criminal mind because he grew up in a shithole probably being raped and abuse from a young age
01:43 Matrix: Common in countries afflicted with poverty that have poor moral conditioning and poor communal attributes
01:44 Matrix: What do you get? A sicked depraved lonely isolated individual who seeks to enact the same amount of dominance he was inflicted with from a young age because he feels that he is owed it.
01:45 Matrix: And then you get into the dynamics of money, power and power is related to sex because invading someones bodily autonomy without consent is the highest form of power they can grab in any moment
01:46 Matrix: It’s not about sex it’s about the enjoyment of power a person feels invading someones bodily autonomy. It has aboslutely nothing to do with sex
01:46 Matrix: If it was about sex they would visit a prostitute or local whores or get a girlfriend
01:47 Matrix: That’s what retards don’t understand. It has absolutely nothing to do with sexual pleasure
01:47 Matrix: The pleasure is derived from the enactment of dominance not from sex.
01:47 Matrix: You can get sexual gratification sniffing lines of cocaine and watching pornography
01:48 Theholyspirit: Clsp gour bands if youbare happy
01:48 Theholyspirit: Clap your hands if you want to be happy
01:48 Matrix: Rape is not about sex
01:48 Theholyspirit: Clap your hands if you want to feel pain
01:48 Matrix: Rape has never been about sex
01:48 Matrix: The pleasure felt from rape is the pleasure they get from feeling dominance not sex
01:49 Matrix: The world centres dominance
01:49 Matrix: It’s all about domination
01:49 Matrix: Power control
01:49 Matrix: Possession
01:50 Matrix: It’s all about getting what the ego wants
01:50 Matrix: And the ego demands power, control and possession
01:50 Matrix: And when those ego demands are nit met the ego generates anger, violence, hatred
01:51 Matrix: And of course if the person is a good person and acts in his ego then what comes after is regret, remorse, shame, guilt
01:51 Matrix: Like the narcissistic non psychopath vs the psychopath
01:52 Matrix: The narcissist acts on his ego but afterwards experiences guilt, shame and remorse
01:52 Matrix: The psychopath in the other hand doesn’t experience any of that and will proudly gloat a smirk on his face after the fact even if they are caught
01:53 Theholyspirit: I have aspergers, adhd, ocd, odd in no particular order but psychopath and sociopath tests and chatgpt analysing my chat says i am a psychopath that is high functioning
01:53 Theholyspirit: My dad is autism incarnate and my mum was psychopathic
01:53 Matrix: Narcissism is the causation for bpd
01:53 Theholyspirit: So biologically you can offically diagnose me as a narcissist bare minimin
01:54 Matrix: BPD is when narcissism has evolved into something far greater resulting in emotional turmoil due to acting on ego based desires
01:54 Matrix: And facing the regret from the consequences and the remorse and guilt for the suffering they uave committed
01:55 Matrix: But that’s just one of the millions of models of BPD
01:55 Matrix: BPD is a super complicated personality disorder
01:55 Matrix: A disturbing personality disorder but nevertheless it’s a very fucked up demonic personality disorder to have
01:56 Matrix: If you see how BPD sufferers go through life you would empathize but when you look at their past history especially the men in particular you’d notice they have committed horrible actions things they can’t forgive themselves for
01:56 Matrix: Because they betrayed themselves in pursuit to feed ego based desires
01:57 Matrix: Like loading a gun pointing it forward but the only person you was pointing it at in the end was yourself in the mirror
01:58 Matrix: They betrayed themselves to feed desires and felt the consequences emotionally and mentally and can’t move forward because too much guilt, too much shame too much remorse too much regret filled their minds and they found no outlet or no self forgiveness
01:58 Matrix: But psychopaths are impervious to this shit
01:58 Matrix: Psychopaths do not give a holy fuck one single bit
01:59 Matrix: A true psychopath will not give the slightest fuck at all for what they do to other people or for what they do to themselves
01:59 Matrix: Magical ability? Or a mental disorder that needs treatment?
02:01 Matrix: Weird to think that what might emotionally disturb 99% of people a psychopath will be completely unfazed. Also more weird to think that serious acts of violence a psychopath commits or experiences themselves is just a walk in the park
02:01 Matrix: Not to say that people who don’t find emotionally disturbing things not disturbing because everyone has their own tolerance levels
02:01 Matrix: But psychopaths can tolerate it towards u realistic extremes
02:02 Matrix: Something you’d inly see in a movie or a video game
02:03 Matrix: There is no true self preservation and there is no true empathetic connection towards human beings
02:03 Matrix: You could say that psychopaths might be real life demon spawns
02:04 Matrix: Sociopaths are similar but their more condition from belief systems, culture, environment, thinking patterns ect
02:04 Matrix: But sociopaths lack the typical neurology a psychopath possess which allows for disturbing levels of tolerance towards complete deprivation
02:05 Matrix: There might be neurological factors from development or drug use or something else. But it will never be as profound as a psychopaths
02:06 Matrix: A true psychopath. A pure through and through psychopath not just psychopathic traits or whatever.
02:12 Matrix: If you had to say what is worse a BPD or a psychopath?
02:12 Matrix: Then it is 100% a BPD why?
02:13 Matrix: BPD’s are completely unpredictable they are easily and readily controlled by emotions such as anger and rage
02:13 Matrix: You’re more likely to face a serious assault frkm a BPD than a psychopath unless the psychopath is also sadistic
02:13 Matrix: But most sadistic psychopaths end up in prison for the rest of their life unless it’s tempered
02:14 Matrix: The danger from an extreme BPD. Is that they can become emotionally aggravated out of nowhere. Sooner or later they begin to dwell upon paranoid rumination’s making accusations against you
02:15 Matrix: They questions you and you don’t rise to it but that doesn’t work and they become even more emotionally volatile sooner it escalates into more and more paranoia and the accusations then become prove that you are guilty
02:15 Matrix: The emotions rise and the paranoia becomes reality
02:15 Matrix: Then the next moment you’re faced with an avalanche of extreme violence leading you to a hospital
02:15 Matrix: The same is with sociopaths or psycbopaths
02:16 Matrix: But in those situations it becomes more about control or dominance
02:16 Matrix: Not emotional volatility or unpredictability
02:16 Matrix: Although a psychopath might act this way in order to intimidate it’s not genuine unpredictability
02:16 Matrix: Unless they are also psychotic ontop of psychopathic
02:17 Theholyspirit: Do you seriously think anyone is reading all of that
02:17 Theholyspirit: Make a post about it because this chat is temporary
02:17 Matrix: Idrc
Exodus 23:21 John 14:26 Mark 3:29 Matthew 12:31 matthew 7:7 holy holy holy is the lord of hosts (Evil psychopath according to bible warnings)