Thebeast said:
Hate is just something i was feeling along with fear
in plague earths shower
And it carried over for a long time and i wasn’t able to get rid of it
so without me inventing love
Techniquely me the holy spirit
i literally am a entity of fear and hate
before faith and love and lloyalty and hope existed
but i don’t use those emotions for a source of power
i can but i just don’t
I use the newer ones
Faith and love and hope and loyalty as a source of power instead
also the first thing i did with magic
was betrayal
i betrayed my self and then i betrayed yahweh
i betrayed death
i betrayed satan
i have betrayed jesus
but i fix it all to those who deserve it
i betrayed mary i cheated on her but i put her with jesus
It is the way and the kins of power that yahweh triggered a paradoxical event with on me
where i felt betrayed i was angry and sad i hated god and i was scared of dying(or more specificslly scared the water wouls shut off or become infected)
essentially because before “the word of god” existed
yahweh is just pure emotion and judgement
he judged my current emotions to be as strong as his own
which triggered a event where i was able to put my self there before him from above him
just so i had enough time to try figure out how to i prevent dying there or how do i get yawheh to make me live forever
or how do i destroy the dimension so yahweh can not bring it back
and it was quicker and easier to betray him and destroy the dimension/universe it was from
than for me to figure out how to i stop this plague mutant humans made
so when a new existance came long story short because of me and i gave it back to yahweh to control
all those former emotions had to go somewhere to prevent terrible disasters
so i simply just expelled them and became psychopathic
spiritually anyway
and then pretty much i then went to sleep inside the ground
then i was waking up randomly not sure why
then one of the times i woke up
yahweh was appearing as a light noodle
he started to regenerate or create himself i forgot who he was and he could not see me
and i waited and watched untill he became an orb
then i went back to sleep
i got woken up again randomly and light was everywhere
then i saw him making universes
so i decided hmm maybe i should do the same thing
so i did it better then him but i got bored and i went back to watching him and then i invaded his dimension and i switched my self from dark slime to light energy
but my personality was still shit from the last time i just explained how i was negativity basically
long story short i complained all the time about anything
all i could do was complain about shit
then i fought yahweh and i won and demanded he judge me to fix my personality(this was the third time in history he lost against me)but my intentions are pure not corrupt despite the negativity
so he judged me as sound
he turned me into sound
then i used it to be good enough i used that to switch back into light humanoid form and then i fixed my personality my self to positivity and presto i then wanted to invent love and then i wanted to be a human i was bored again mostly but also a bit jealous they had more choices than me to do things
i died ad a human
i don’t know how long i was dead for
then this is the conundrum that gives satan power and this is pretty much why everyone has trouble with him too
yahweh spoke a lie into existance
he said he was creating someone to help the humans
but he didn’t
he instead resurrected me
but he didn’t say he was going to resurrect someone who existed before them
and there it is the first lie
But it was many universes away where satan began to generate lies it was not immediate
but this too may of then been why he also betrayed yahweh
Because i my self had betrayed yahweh in a previous existance but then neither me nor yahweh knew this would happen
but i esperimented with yahweh told him to enter special mirrors
bexause i was trying to figure this shit out and fix it before it happened
And that’s pretty much how and why i exist up to how yahweh gave me the sound power back “word of god” but i didn’t need or or want it so i gave him a new creation yahshua”jesusl and gave him the sound power instead to help yahweh win the war against the LITERALY ZOMBIES