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I feel Imposter Syndrome when being polite.

EpsilonMale said: 

There is nothing I wish to share.

 /proceeds to share

I'm a goal chasing dopamine monkey. And the issue is that I'm too good at it, or the goals that interest me are too meek. So I get bored, and start talking with dumbasses as to find some other direction

Buttered Toast said: 

I feel Imposter Syndrome when being polite.

Have you ever tried being rude on purpose? 

It's harder than it looks, and the attempt, success or fail, will cure you of this confusion. 

But that is also pretending.

Turncoat said: 

EpsilonMale said: 

There is nothing I wish to share.

 /proceeds to share

I'm a goal chasing dopamine monkey. And the issue is that I'm too good at it, or the goals that interest me are too meek. So I get bored, and start talking with dumbasses as to find some other direction

 I like the hypocrisy, but is it really sharing when it's  some bland comment, that might not even be true?

EpsilonMale said: 

I like the hypocrisy, but is it really sharing when it's  some bland comment, that might not even be true?

Yes. 

I am feeling an ever-growing urge to isolate.  It isn't healthy, my reason tells me.  My "idgaf" quotient is quickly moving past that though.

I would be just fine if I could pay my bills.

But I have been unemployed since COVID and my resume is patchy.

Nobody wants to hire a 50 year old woman, either.

I've tried to get creative with YouTube and some other things, but it's all been a bust.

Homelessness is not the same nightmare it was 10 and 15 years ago.

It's way worse. It actually scares me, now.

The province is shutting down the shelters and people are stuck living in tents.

Even working, middle class people are getting bogus N12s because landlords are just so greedy.

#Vanlife, they say. Sure.

It's just a slightly more acceptable way of saying homeless.

They just don't want false accusations of drug problems following them around.

But yeah, I'm very nervous about having to live in a tent at this time of year.

On the bright side, you freaks probably would donate if I get attacked and post pics of my bleeding half dead body 😋

I'll let you know if I get frostbite and have to have any toes amputated.

$50 per toeless pic 😋

Lol oh this is therapy for mood disorders or whatever.

Not my thing.

But I am almost stressed enough to need to meditate or something.

Buttered Toast said: 

I am feeling an ever-growing urge to isolate.  It isn't healthy, my reason tells me.  My "idgaf" quotient is quickly moving past that though.

 Sometimes isolating can be less lonely than surrounding yourself with apes