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I'm a weirdo


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Really, I am.

Most of the time I just vibe with people, you know. But I'm not really there. They end up opening up, i spin some embarassing stories of my own in return, not instantly of course, but days or months later. Even break down to them as to maintain the facade, but it's all an act. I'm pretending to be human.

Love is but a theatre play. Friendship nonexistant.

It's pretty mild and boring. Sometimes I addopt some unfortunate mentally ill woman. Brings some color to my life. It never lasts, I usually manage to help them better their situation, but they dissapoint me when they drop the act.

Can get some ideals and whatnot. Humanity should strive for the stars in the end, and maybe we're all doing our best to be cogs in that machine. Thats a nice thought. A pleasant goal. It sounds good, but deep down, I'm simply acting it out, what do I care...

Damn, I fat fingered the formatting.

This is ruining my aesthetic

Laugh all you want with your secret knowledge peanut boy, I know too much about you as well. Way more than I'd want to, honestly.

Why I'm posting this? To garner some replies maybe.

Peach overcame her grudge against men it seems like. I wonder if buttered toast is hot... I bet them sociopathic women are on the prowl!!!

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Often times it hurts the (mentally unwell) person you 'adopt' more than you realize. Whether they become dependent on your attention or addicted to your reassurance, a void forms when you leave them. They'll fill that void with anything they can get their hands on.

Also, they wouldn't bring color to your life if you didn't care.

Stop idealizing Patrick Bateman

visceral normality
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cx3 said: 

Often times it hurts the (mentally unwell) person you 'adopt' more than you realize. Whether they become dependent on your attention or addicted to your reassurance, a void forms when you leave them. They'll fill that void with anything they can get their hands on.

Also, they wouldn't bring color to your life if you didn't care.

Stop idealizing Patrick Bateman

 I never leave them. Would you mind sharing what personal experience led you to assuming so?

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I know who this is. Of course people vibe with you. How could they not?

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Jada said: 

I know who this is. 

Oh me too. 

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Yeah; definitely a weirdo.  (No offense.)

Thrall to the Wire of Self-Excited Circuit.
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Yeah; definitely a weirdo.  (No offense.)

 It would be odd to take offence to that given the title

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Jada said: 

I know who this is. Of course people vibe with you. How could they not?

 Probably would be more accurate to say I can vibe with people and then they do it as well, but that's not as cool now is it

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What's the difference?

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Jada said: 

What's the difference?

 If you say people vibe with you it's implied there's some attribute of yours that is attractive to them as a default, like a boast of sorts. This other way around, said attribute is more of an action, that anyone can take and is not an attribute of the person, if that makes sense. Though obviously "being the kind of person that does go out of their way to act in a certain way" can be a personal attribute, it is not really the same thing. Like natural beauty versus makeup

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