Sociopath Community

Well I'm high off an edible and this seems to be the only type of post left on SC these days so I figure I'll give a shot at one of those threads where you write a novel about yourself. You know it's really odd seeing SC in this position, with barely any users in chat or anybody interesting left to really interact with.  Yet here is the website before me, totally open. I could search and look way back to threads from a long time ago, when this place actually had anything on. Very weird to think of how this place influenced my life. Technically, the entire trajectory of my life changed when I discovered this site all those years ago. Now I got a wife, land, Ive been on all these wild adventures, had all these new insights.... and it all can be traced back to this dark little corner of the internet because if I never came here things would have been very different. I guess that's why I still come by from time to time despite it being dead and all of the negative qualities that come with this forum. I sorta gotta pay my respect to this thing that altered my life so completely. I think I'm doing alright personally these days. While sometimes I do feel surrounded outwardly by chaos due to the state of society, the world, and more personal concerns I think that I have learned to tap into the infinite reservoir of inner peace to get through anything. I definitely believe that we are all fundamentally composed of the same substance that just transforms into different forms and appearances. As a whole, it is a grand intelligence of which we all sort of take part in. Now if we pay close attention in life both to our inner mental activities and outer senses, life can seem to be hinting at a sort of connection between all events, as if we are perfectly placed by some omnipotent being, sort of "planned". And all the same, our actions and free will is actually part of that plan. For if there really is an all-powerful god, then it would have within its power, even with seemingly free will in humans, to already see exactly how things were going to go anyways. I would argue that the god, is the thing in itself, of which every one of us is a fraction of. As everything is part of the process of intelligence itself, I wouldn't strive to take claim to any imagined or idealistic outcome that your ego desires for. And I mean anything from simple lust to grand well thought out plans. Nothing is guaranteed to us beyond what we are experiencing right NOW. You could die today even. So don't attach all this stress to that shit. The past is gone, the future is uncertain, but right now is happening so appreciate what you can find in it; you are not going to find it in the ghosts of future and past. Only in the living present. The moral of the story is, RELAX. Act, but do so without hope of reward of fear of risk. Do it for the life of it and be content at all times.