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Glad youre doing something creative, i like. Golf claps

Ha!

Yeah right! You really think so? I don’t know who you think I am, but you are a no go. You’re the annoying piece of crap on the bottom of my shoe. Without you, everything would be and smell good.

You destroyed every instance of happiness I’ve ever had and you pretend that you’re always mad. You called the police on me, your jealousy never ceased, yet you pretend you care and you pretend you’re there, just to help and to make things more fair. 

You’re like the devil’s wife. You show up and cause great strife. You plot and you scheme and treat him like a thing, but don’t even use him, just lead him on and let him fall off.

You want him, but only because you like the attention, not because you’ll ever use him to mention how you feel or how you felt or how you wish he had knelt.

There’s no way, there’s no how. You may as well be a cow. I’m not stupid and I’m not going to let you ruin more of my days. We should all just go our separate ways. 

Your art is amateur.

Just said: 

Ha!

. You called the police on me, your jealousy never ceased, yet you pretend you care and you pretend you’re there, just to help and to make things more fair. 

 

who called the police on her 

Buyerbeware said: 

Your art is amateur.

 Thanks 🙏 

Ahhhh!!!…

 Why? How? Why now? Who said I’d need a bed? Who knows what goes on in your head? Why does everything have to be hard? I can’t just pick a card. It’s about what you want, not about me, so why do you even care what I see? Why care what I say? Why care in any way? Why not just be yourself one day?

Be you, be true, be bold, a new you? Just frustration comes to mind because I can’t mess up this time. Go with my gut, freeze through the cut and everything will turn out as God planned it to. The end is predicted, the end is addicted, to coming true no matter what we do, so why fight it? Why try to hide it?

God is real and he sent you to steal. You completed your goal and now it’s time to roll. Just chill and move slow, just go with the flow, but no matter what, I don’t think it will be that low because how can I resist? There’s no precedents for this. It’s impossible, no matter what pills I swallow. I don’t think it’s the look, I don’t think it’s the fun, I think you know where I’m coming from…

If you need some healing, call up through your ceiling, the name that’s anti stealing, Jesus Christ because He paid the price. So if you’re tired of steering, stop your leering and start mirroring, your Lord, Jesus Christ.

Thus, all you have to do to be right, is turn your eyes to Him, even if only at night.

Broken Thing

Shattered into an infinite number of pieces, Your heart broke. Beaten and bruised, it calcified and blew. The pieces spread so far and wide that every person must be either ripped apart, or cast aside, but in the moment of destruction, He is there. Where? Near to you who are rare. Near to those who couldn’t dare to not meet Him and stop and stare. He’s the only reason to suffer, He’s the only one who knows what lies under. He’s the one we can trust, He’s older than all of us, He’s the one who’s always where, you are. 

He loves us, He knows us, and all He wants to do is show us. His amazing power to grow us, which leads us to love and not feel like we must. To feel like we can, is how we understand, not our own understanding, but His Way of landing, on your feet, above the grave, not hiding under a rock, or in a cave, so follow the Way He did pave and you will be saved.

Found

I’m right where I need to be. Somewhere where I can only see. I’m in the darkness and they’re all looking back at me, because God is my light and without Him we surely can’t see. I see the you staring back at me and the me that you didn’t see when it was all I could be.

I see hurt me wanting to hurt another me, but can’t you see, I only wanted to create the healed me.

The one who protects and saves, loves and persuades, all who are like past me, to see what I see.

I see Jesus near to you because He was near to me. I see just how dear to Him you must be. I see the struggle to find someone with your same mind, if only to see what I see. I see you, perfected just like me.

I see a future where you can see, that just like me, that hurt and pain isn’t you, it’s just a need. A temptation if you plead. It’s an urge that can only emerge from the pit of he** itself. It’s the lowest you can get because it deals with below the belt. 

It’s the urge, the need to purge, all of those feelings and give into the surge. It’s a pulsing and growing uncontrollable rage, like you’re holding back an unlimited and ravenous indignation that can’t quite fit in its cage. The latches are weak, your soul it does seek, because pride comes before the fall. 

What is the one name above them all?

Is it yours? Did you forge a Way where there was no way? Did you stay faithful all of your days? Did you come to earth to save and appraise, the state of your creation and give them new names? Did you walk a mile in Jesus’ shoes? Do you think He gave you this to lose?

Don’t you know you’re more than what you hear as fake news? Do you know that you are whom to use? The dues you have paid, while finding your way, they don’t have to stay because Jesus is coming your way.

He won’t let you lose, He’s giving you shoes. He wants you to walk in fine meadows and frolic among the trees. He wishes for you to beg and plead because He knows that’s exactly what you need, for the fall is long, and no one is as strong as the One who defeated death and has only Life left. 

He thinks you are the best at passing His tests. He put so much faith in you, that He didn’t give you a clue. He knew that you would find Him some how, some Way. He knew, when you did, you wouldn’t shy away because He wants you to be here, with Him, to stay. 

Constant fear

The constant fear! It’s always here. Never lets me shed a tear. I fear and I fear because danger is always near because I have constant fear. Constant fear is like no fear when you’ve lived with it for so long. It’s always there, so you wait for it to be gone, but it never leaves. It’s like a fatal bleed.

It never stops, the pain never stops, and my muscles pay the price. They’re always tense and I always wince, but I don’t because I never think twice. It’s always flinched, and never quenched, as it is as stiff as ice and as painful as getting lynched. 

But rest assured, I’m always cured because my Lord and Savior made a Way. He is the Way that I can say that my pain is not getting in my way. Maybe on some days, I feel a little ways, but those are strange days indeed. God gave me what I need, to ignore every bleed and get used to the pain I constantly feed. A high pain tolerance and great brain mechanics. I can ignore what is constant, but what is changing is a wreck. 

What I feel in my back is what I feel in my neck. Nothing, unless I check. If I ignore, then I don’t open the door, to all of the pain I feel inside. If I relax, this surely will wax, so I keep my muscles as stiff as a board. Imagine that, all tightly packed, pushing on my bone, it’s all I can do to not whine and groan.

The rock hard abs aren’t so bad, it’s the upper body that I can hardly stand. I hold them so tight, to relax would be right, but I don’t do it intentionally. No, not with my time, but naturally and constantly, to straighten out my spine. It doesn’t go down a line, but curves, not just any kind, but an “S” curve, up and down, that’s mine. 

I’s a squished up snake, ready to pounce, or a wiggly coil, just too bent out of shape to use. Some people like the way I move, but man, if they heard the news. I do what I do because of you know Who, so I walk a mile in His shoes and adjust my every move to prove I can do just what they can too because I believe in helping you, no matter what I have to do.

The pain won’t last, I get used to it fast, so why limit myself to any given task? I will help lift, I will help pull, I am the perfect tool because I have the One who gives Life and with Life, I will rule. I will overcome all obstacles because He is my shield, my sword and my salvation, with Him I can conquer any nation, so for now, I will start by building a foundation, so God can be our society’s confirmation.