I know I messed up and made you sad, but I wasn't on purpose and it was a misinterpretation of what I actually meant because the other messages didn't send because I had no internet. I know how difficult it was for you to go through the admission process and I didn't want to hinder it, but you said stuff and then contradicted it with your actions, which is a change from the memory contradiction, but this isn't about that.
I need real, back in the day help, to not ruin my religious status. I have never needed you, but I do now, so if you were ever serious and ever cared if it could work, please let me know if I can go there, your state, and you will let me do it with you. I need to move where I can get this out of me, and I'd like to fix stuff too, but I know you have a chick already, that you keep running back to, so it will be just sex, as it always has been.
No one needs to lie, we can just help each other out. I am actually in a crisis, so I only have 24 hours to wait before I die. Please let me know if your chick will allow you to do that, so I can plan accordingly. Don't feel hurt or unloved because it was only mean seeming because of an internet issue. Let's restart after you make me sane again, please 🙏
