Sociopath Community

I have a counselor coming. Please pray that this works. I want to go to college. I want to be better. I will never give up trying to be better. If I fail I will be sad. I will never try to kill myself again. If the ceiling light didn't rip from the ceiling I would be dead. Although I still have a sharp pain in my neck. Idk though that's how I feel rn about suicide. I hope it stays that way. I take walks everyday and work towards my future. 

They pay for college. I continue Penn Foster in October. I'm almost done I have a GPA of 3.8 and straight As in physics. 

I asked the trees to help me. They didn't say anything.