I’m tired of hating my life and I’m tired of having to deal with a kid who molests me because stupid daycare people destroyed her.
I recently discovered the person God chose for me to be with us just like I used to be, back in the day, minus the pedo stuff, honesty, openness and selfless rationality that I used to have, but he’s worse because he lies and he thinks only his pain counts.
He has not a care in the world for anyone’s feelings but his own and cares so much about what other people think, which is the opposite of how I was, that he refuses to marry me or take me back because I told him that I cheated in my heart and the neighbors overheard it, so he’s so embarrassed that he will live the rest of his life without me.
I can hear him in my head because we are apparently one person, so the entire time I keep hearing him say, “you cheated on me and I’m tired of you.” Now, I’m so tired of hearing that, that I decided I’m going to start my entire life over.
I am getting rid of all of my responsibilities and just going to marry a random guy and make him happy, since I can’t make anyone else happy. My daughter is going with my parents and I’m going to my final resting place, or a place where some guy allows me to love him.
I am so tired of this life and everyone just using and abusing me, that I’m going to forget them all and let them fend for themselves. I also found out that I’m allowed to kill myself and not go down because I am not the original person/soul, so just like when Eve didn’t get to see that she was naked until Adam ate the fruit, the full soul doesn’t get fragmented and half goes down and the other half goes to God, because then the person wouldn’t be whole. Thus, as long as he doesn’t Jill himself too, we are both all set. I’m more than willing to take a chance if it’s not true though. I think God will understand. It’s not Him, it’s the world and my inability to tolerate it anymore, sorry.
Oh! But if you’re in need of a live in house maid chick/pet. I’ll be available. Just send me a message, thanks.