You go to spas? Are there affordable ones?
When I was in other countries, yeah.
Here? It's been years, shit's pricey but so worth it.
I'll give you a massage for free.
I've also learned the hard way from a horrible massage I got my second night in Pattaya... that a bad massage can be worse than no massage at all. It took a second massage to undo the damage of the first one. 😩
How am I supposed to trust you giving a massage if you find contact abbrassive? The best way to learn what works is not just to do it but to feel it as well.
All the sexual stuff was humor. I don't actually feel that way. But I understand if after all my dumb shit you would say no. It's okay. I'd prob say no, I don't like massages. If you say no it's okay to say no and I won't be mad and everyone will understand and everything would be fine. I just want you to know that. Because when people ask me things I feel nervous to say no and I don't want to make other people feel like that. You also don't have to give an answer at all. Any response you give us a good response. Or no response. No response is also good. Do whatever you want. Doing whatever you want makes me feel good because it means you are making yourself happy.
...how badly do you want to give that massage? 🤨
You sound all nervous and stuff.
Not that it matters. Come to think of it I don't want anyone touching me.
You don't like physical therapy?
No. I tried it. They touched me. I don't like being touched. No one can touch me. Only br can touch me. Br is the only person who can ever touch me. Yes. I can touch other people but only if they want. If I touch someone and they don't want me to I would be upset. One time I tapped someones shoulder and they yelled at me. I still feel bad about it. Especially women. Women can't touch me. Dogs and cats also can't touch me. If a dog or cat touches me I get panicked. I am unsure why.
Exposure Therapy would be my suggestion personally. Oversensitivity can dull with repeated exposure.
Don't be scared they are metaphorical. Not real. Do not worry you are not demon possessed you are my friend and if you were demon possessed I would try to figure out what to do. Although I don't know if I could do anything but I would try to help. But you probably won't be demon possessed because you are a good person. But idk idk how demons work just tree angels I know very little about the spiritual eorld for sure just the tree Angels. I am a random person.
This doesn't sound like metaphor.
In your specific case I mean you have bad things in your past. I know you do because you are a user here.
I found this place as a Psych Major in college, it's not that weird that I'd stick around.
I do to. People who have demons sometimes need things to help them relax.
So angels don't need the help?
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