Let me guess.
It was male. Very muscular, and it showed cause it had short naturally groomed fur. Very sleek looking, he was a big boy.
He was off the leash and well behaved. All the other dogs barked at him but he was too good to engage them, and he never noticed you either. He was a real hot dog.
you mean a homosexual?
Let me guess.
It was male. Very muscular, and it showed cause it had short naturally groomed fur. Very sleek looking, he was a big boy.
He was off the leash and well behaved. All the other dogs barked at him but he was too good to engage them, and he never noticed you either. He was a real hot dog.
although that is not how the invasive thoughts work for me at all about these types of situations. it is the phobia of a loss of mental autonomy. you get sexually abused in some horrible fucked up painful way and you are no longer even spared your own mental autonomy. sure. on the outside you are just- idk. losing yourself. but in the mind?
Let me guess.
It was male. Very muscular, and it showed cause it had short naturally groomed fur. Very sleek looking, he was a big boy.
He was off the leash and well behaved. All the other dogs barked at him but he was too good to engage them, and he never noticed you either. He was a real hot dog.
although that is not how the invasive thoughts work for me at all about these types of situations. it is the phobia of a loss of mental autonomy. you get sexually abused in some horrible fucked up painful way and you are no longer even spared your own mental autonomy. sure. on the outside you are just- idk. losing yourself. but in the mind?
You're supposed to get stronger after trauma, especially if the trigger event happened a long time ago.
See you feel a sense of guilt and shame, but your not really deterred from thinking a certain way you say makes you ill.
You should probably entertain the idea how you're not spiritually protected and could be under demonic attack.
Honestly, Delora, hard to relate to this. Hard to know if this is troll or real, maybe a mixture. However, have to say that resistance is your best path. Despite feeling the shame of the thoughts, the power of intrusive thinking, there's some pride in not following through or succumbing to them. I know. Just consider that.
Let me guess.
It was male. Very muscular, and it showed cause it had short naturally groomed fur. Very sleek looking, he was a big boy.
He was off the leash and well behaved. All the other dogs barked at him but he was too good to engage them, and he never noticed you either. He was a real hot dog.
although that is not how the invasive thoughts work for me at all about these types of situations. it is the phobia of a loss of mental autonomy. you get sexually abused in some horrible fucked up painful way and you are no longer even spared your own mental autonomy. sure. on the outside you are just- idk. losing yourself. but in the mind?
You're supposed to get stronger after trauma, especially if the trigger event happened a long time ago.
See you feel a sense of guilt and shame, but your not really deterred from thinking a certain way you say makes you ill.
You should probably entertain the idea how you're not spiritually protected and could be under demonic attack.
negativity bias towards other users as usual
Honestly, Delora, hard to relate to this.
the lack of most people relating/understanding can really lend to a feeling of isolation.
Hard to know if this is troll or real, maybe a mixture.
no this is something i have been struggling with since puberty. you can find more information about it in my therapy log.
However, have to say that resistance is your best path. Despite feeling the shame of the thoughts, the power of intrusive thinking, there's some pride in not following through or succumbing to them. I know. Just consider that.
i feel no pride in accomplishing the bare minimum. a refusal to abuse animals does not have that for me. it is just what you do.
although that is not how the invasive thoughts work for me at all about these types of situations. it is the phobia of a loss of mental autonomy. you get sexually abused in some horrible fucked up painful way and you are no longer even spared your own mental autonomy. sure. on the outside you are just- idk. losing yourself. but in the mind?
You're supposed to get stronger after trauma, especially if the trigger event happened a long time ago.
See you feel a sense of guilt and shame, but your not really deterred from thinking a certain way you say makes you ill.
You should probably entertain the idea how you're not spiritually protected and could be under demonic attack.
negativity bias towards other users as usual
I figured you might see it that way.
What you're experiencing is in naturem, demonic.
I get that you might feel misunderstood, and while you have no solution for your issue, If this speculation makes you defensive, there's probably a reason behind it.
You're supposed to get stronger after trauma, especially if the trigger event happened a long time ago.
See you feel a sense of guilt and shame, but your not really deterred from thinking a certain way you say makes you ill.
You should probably entertain the idea how you're not spiritually protected and could be under demonic attack.
negativity bias towards other users as usual
I figured you might see it that way.
What you're experiencing is in naturem, demonic.
I get that you might feel misunderstood, and while you have no solution for your issue, If this speculation makes you defensive, there's probably a reason behind it.
You say there is no solution. I will never stop trying to find a solution. There is always one if you look hard enough.
