I don't understand it. You're a pretty decent guy. And I like chatting with you when youre online, you seem very chill. So why am I so irritated by what you say? I feel like I need to control myself not to reply to your posts even if everything yku say is kinda reasonable. I'm being unfair and a dick to you all the time.
I'm very sorry. I don't really understand why. I don't think it's a character flaw in you but a character flaw in me. I think it's because you're content in life and I am not, and so I feel like your sense of fulfillment is insulting to me because you don't mind not having the things I want in life. It feels like an insult, like what I chase in life and what gives me purpose is not meaningful at all.
You work as a bartender in a casino right?